octoberseven

I feel like I'm about to breakdown. I've been on the verge of tears all day. I sometimes wonder if there's really much of a point to my continued existence.

Sitting here late at night, alone, with only my thoughts. I am so tired but I cannot get to sleep. After having actually gotten a good night's rest the past couple of nights the insomnia kicks back in. When I try to lay down a thousand thoughts a second rush through my mind. Invaribly my thoughts turn to someone very close at heart, yet very...
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I love her so much. Every thought is consumed by her. All that I want is to be with her, to hold her, caress her, and to protect her. The pain
of it is that she is so far away from me. Fates willing this will not be an issue much longer.

Steve Von Till -'To the Field'. I've had this song absolutely lodged into my brain for the past couple of days. Beautiful song.

Fucking insomnia. I go to bed, and I feel exausted, but I can not sleep. So I get back up for a bit, then try it again. Finally I drift off for a bit and get a couple of hours of something resembling sleep. It's been this way for the past several days now, on and off for a few weeks, and recuring at times...
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My tooth has been raising all kinds of hell with me the past several days. I normally have a pretty high pain tolerance, but tooth pain is something else entirely. Yes, I know I should get in to see the dentist, but I don't have the money to and it's going to be a while before I will. Especially considering that, between bills and x-mas...
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Toothaches fucking suck.

New name, new name, got's me a new name.

*looks around, notices that no one cares, walks off*

Ugh, I think I'm getting sick.

Went out with a friend for a bit tonight. Had the most staggeringly boring time ever.