Not sure if I'm going to renew my membership here. Things are kinda rough for me money wise at the moment, and I just don't get as much out of this site as I use to.
Self-absorbtion, bitterness, loathing....
Everyday the shit gets thicker around here. The methods I 've employed to relieve tension are loosing their effectiveness. Part of me wants to kill. The stronger, rational part of me keeps that part in check.
Everyday the shit gets thicker around here. The methods I 've employed to relieve tension are loosing their effectiveness. Part of me wants to kill. The stronger, rational part of me keeps that part in check.
jenya:
dammit..........all you "friends" ran away.
don't worry.....ya got me! and i ain't going nowhere
HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG
don't worry.....ya got me! and i ain't going nowhere
HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG
No one's picking up the phone. Guess it's me and me.....
Do you ever get so bored that you're tempted to start running down the streets, screaming at the top of your lungs, until the police are called on you just to give you something different to do?
I stand exposed in a barren field
Like a stone bled dry
The daystar fades and darkness cools
The fever breaks, my sight is clear
A figure forms of shining gold
A guiding light that leads me
To a tree of reckoning
Where visions bring our name
Lie on, lie on hallowed ground
A stone carved face, an idol's stare
Calls us to the river...
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Like a stone bled dry
The daystar fades and darkness cools
The fever breaks, my sight is clear
A figure forms of shining gold
A guiding light that leads me
To a tree of reckoning
Where visions bring our name
Lie on, lie on hallowed ground
A stone carved face, an idol's stare
Calls us to the river...
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Fuck.......
Ugh.
It's 7:30 AM now, I've been awake since 6:30. Can't sleep, I have a fucking headache again and I'm feeling sick to my stomach again.
It's 7:30 AM now, I've been awake since 6:30. Can't sleep, I have a fucking headache again and I'm feeling sick to my stomach again.
kitts:
that doesnt sound too good! i've not been sleepin very well recently either bout 4 or 5 hours a night and its makin me really sick 
hope u feel better!
hope u feel better!
jenya:
awwww honey.....wish i could have stayed awake longer to be there for ya. maybe if you look at my set in PSW (that is now finished), it will help a bit.
i hope you have a wonderful time with the house all to yourself, take that nice long bath and revel in the privacy and silence
i hope you have a wonderful time with the house all to yourself, take that nice long bath and revel in the privacy and silence
Copied from Firefly's journal:
* Have you ever...(put an X next to the things that apply to you)
(X) been drunk.
(X)smoked pot.
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(X) rode in a taxi.
(X) been dumped.
(X)been in a fist fight. (Many years ago)
been arrested.
made out with a stranger
celebrated new years in times square.
(X) went on a blind...
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* Have you ever...(put an X next to the things that apply to you)
(X) been drunk.
(X)smoked pot.
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(X) rode in a taxi.
(X) been dumped.
(X)been in a fist fight. (Many years ago)
been arrested.
made out with a stranger
celebrated new years in times square.
(X) went on a blind...
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I've been watching my nephews for the past three days. Will have them until late Tuesday. Don't get me wrong, I love my nephews, but they remind me of why I'm glad I don't have kids myself.
jenya:
AMEN!!!!!!!
I feeling like I'm about to go insane, though I don't know why.
Ehh...oh well...
Ehh...oh well...
jenya:
i can give you lots of reasons why 
let's go to insane together
let's go to insane together