octoberseven

New profile pic - The statue of Christ the Redeemer, atop Corcovado Mountain 2,000 ft. above Rio de Janero, Brazil. Even with out the religious aspect I've always thought this was one of the most beautiful and inspiring things in the world.

Where have you been? Where have you been? My son, my merry son.
On the seashore, o on the seashore. Mother, my darling one.
And what have you been doing there? My son, my merry son.
I have been watering my hourse. Mother, my darling one.

Why is there blood upon your feet? My son, my merry son.
My horse stamped with his iron shoe....
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Today was fun. Myself, my parents, and L & K took a day trip to St. Louis, we went to the zoo. Took almost 4 full rolls of film. K had a blast watching elephants, and rinos, and bears, sea lions, and pit vipers, and all sorts of animals.

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Got out with Laurinda for a little bit last night. It was her birthday. Drank white russians and played pool. Found out my tolerance for alcohol is greatly diminished now, as the booze and the new medication my doctor put me on really enhance the effects of each other.

I need someone, someone to talk to
Someone to care, to love
It could be you, it could be you......
Situation get's rough, and I start to panick
It's not enough, it's just a habit
And kid, you're sick
Darling this is it
Well you can always kiss off in the end
Behind my back, I can see that stare
They'll hurt me bad, but...
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This weekend has sucked, and yet been oddly calming at the same time.

I want to be free.

Free from depression.
Free from the physical aliments that have plagued me my entire life.
Free from doubt, worry, and fear.
Free from bill collectors who keep my phone ringing off the hook.
Free from depending on my parents.
Free from having to deal with people.
Free to be who I want to be.

I want to be free...

Firefly is the most beautiful, hottest woman on this site. Do not try to deny it, you will be wrong.

This is all I've known. A way to be.
True to all. All that inspires.

A torch in a black sea, our stones still stand to remind us of loss. A loss mirrored on our souls.

A watchfire brings strenght. Breathe in the heat. In the eternal path, armoured against life.

- Neurosis - 'Watchfire'