octoberseven

I have a hangover.

Went out drinking tonight with a friend tonight. Didn't really get drunk though, just had a few beers. Funny thing though. With this war starting up tonight, as we left the bar we heard the warning siren sounding off. It was only weather related (at least I assume it was the weather), had some storms move through. But it was kinda a surreal moment nonetheless.

Ok. I'm alright, I'm fine.

(Read last night's entry for elaboration.)

Ok, this is stupid. Not paying attention to what i was doing I just took a little more then I'm suppose to of my prescription (Lanoxin, a heart med). What's stupid about it is that I've been taking it pretty much all my life, and will probably always have to take it. one would think this should be second nature by now.
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Today's signs of impending alcoholism:
Drinking alone
and
Drinking before dark.

Those can't be good signs...

Today wasn't half bad. Mom slipped me a couple hunded bucks. When to the mall picked up a couple CD's, a couple shirts, a really kick ass statue of Iron Maiden's Eddie, and managed to pay my phone bill. All in all it was a pretty good goddamn day.

I'm beginning to feel drained. I've spent far too much of myself on others and got very little in return.

For some reason I invest so much of myself on girls who offer almost nothing, not even decent friendship, in return. Why do I fall for these girls?