Tuesday Sep 02, 2003

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Ugh.

I care for one, but I wouldn't say I love her. It feels more like a friendship. I don't want to hurt her ether. I want to be with another, but I don't know how she feels about me. I don't see this one ending very well. Someone's going to be hurt here. frown
newwavesoldier:
i was in one of those before. wanted girl A, got with girl B. finally I saw hope to get A. broke up with B because I thought A wanted me. well, A didn't. got with C. broke up with her again for A, but instead got back with B. B is my current girlfriend of four years (leaving out the year long break). good luck

Sunday Aug 31, 2003

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Goddamn I'm so happy now. My sweety and I are back together. Once again, I'm alive, in love, and happy. smile Sometimes life is good.
faeryrae:
thanks for your kind words. i hope you rule the world soon!!! wink
octoberseven:
You are welcome.

Saturday Aug 30, 2003

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Ah, another fun filled Saturday night spent in my room, alone, bored and depressed.
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tarnish:
I feel your pain, and thanks for feeling mine with the whole avril thing. It sucks not having any good beer, but is there at least bad beer? It all has the same effect, it's just the getting there that can kinda suck if it isn't good tasting. I say get a 12 pack of pabst bule ribbon and shot gun them till your good and wasted smile
octoberseven:
Well, I wouldn't really call Budweiser bad beer, it's just not Killian's.

Sunday Aug 24, 2003

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Kinda weird but pretty cool. I dreamed last night that I was making out with Sara Gilbert. Anyone else think that Sara Gilbert is hot?

Saturday Aug 23, 2003

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Single again. frown

Sunday Aug 17, 2003

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Sometimes living with parents just sucks....

So here I am, in my bedroom, pretty well in the mood, but by myself. And my parents are already in bed. So naturally I decide to masturbate. Then out of the blue, without knocking, my dad just walks in. blush mad He wanted me to go make sure the shed was shut and locked. Maybe I need to look into...
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Thursday Jul 31, 2003

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For some reason I was sitting here and I though to myself "Self, I think it's time for a new name". So here it is, I am now the warlocklord.

Ok, dumb post but I felt I had to put something, I don't post enough....

Monday Jul 14, 2003

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Eulogy to a dear friend:

Today I had to bury an old, dear friend. my little black dog T.J. (a.k.a: Truman, Flea J, T. Fuck). He passed away around 6:30 this evening on my bed. In many ways he was a better friend that my human friends. Always there, no matter what. Whenever I'd come stumbling in the door at 3:00 in the morning he'd...
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Tuesday Jul 08, 2003

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"something cold is forced inside her
tears spill down her cheek
stillborn songs of a dead dreamer
hyms of the needle freak
with sunlight in her hair
she smiles like she don't care
her dreams are liquid blue
i cut myself again and again
to remind myself of you" - Acid Bath ('Scream of the Butterfly')

Friday Jul 04, 2003

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I have just come to the conclusion that the White Stripes fucking rock.
soeffinhappy:
Hell yeah they do. Even with Meg White being the worst drummer to pick up a pair of sticks they're great and that dude not bein able to hit the really high notes. Awesome song writing and pure raw power.
Ever check out early Beck stuff? It's somewhat similar although a million times more experimental. Same in your face raw attitude though.

Sunday Jun 29, 2003

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Check out Lacuna Coil, my new favorite band.
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purpledaisy:
so where do i find them at? I dont get out much, work home, work home, much love and happy fourth kiss
octoberseven:
www.lacunacoil.it
www.centurymedia.com
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