It's just past midnight here. So it's officially my birthday. Yay! Happy birthday to me! 
I love her. It's as simple as that. Not the giddy, nervious feeling, which I had called love, that I have felt for others. But rather something more tranquil. As deep as the ocean. As calm as the tomb. We've known each other for years. Knowing had turned into friendship, friendship into fondness. I haven't seen her in months though. Still, even now I see...
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Saw Underworld tonight. It was...ehhh...ok... Probably not something I'd care to add to me collection though. One question though - What kinda of vampire passes out from a bullet wound? In the shoulder no less. 
I have some really fucked up dreams sometimes. Check out this from last night.....
For some reason I had to walk down town to get dad's truck. I get in the truck and start driving (I don't drive in real life mind you). So after driving a few block I stop and pick some people up, I can't tell who they are, I just pick...
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For some reason I had to walk down town to get dad's truck. I get in the truck and start driving (I don't drive in real life mind you). So after driving a few block I stop and pick some people up, I can't tell who they are, I just pick...
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faeryrae:
i am too sick to psycho-analize it but it sounds screwed up. its werid that you have a indestrucible car with a dead person inside it. anyway i have some messed up dreams myself. i will let you know of them sometime.
I think I'm going to give Self Expressions a call tomorrow. I'm itching for new ink. My birthday's in a couple of weeks, so I'll schedule it for then. A sorta of birthday present for myself.
I stagger out into this fading day
the mood is vacant and the clouds are grey
this day seems so bare and this air is so cold
I look around, then slide...I feel so old
and then I think about the little things I think about
and then I feel and I remember
and then I look around and see the things I always see...
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the mood is vacant and the clouds are grey
this day seems so bare and this air is so cold
I look around, then slide...I feel so old
and then I think about the little things I think about
and then I feel and I remember
and then I look around and see the things I always see...
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faeryrae:
yeah having no money blows! we got a lot in common. we should talk some more.
octoberseven:
Sounds cool. And I must say, you kinda remind me of a dear friend of mine.
I have heard abortion stories from the leather nun
Holding hands with dead girls
Hiding from the sun
The lines that define begin to grey and fade now
We shoot out the lights and swallow razor blades
I feel nothing for the meat that came before
Liberty, she crawled to me playing the whore - Acid Bath - 'Toubabo Koomi'
Holding hands with dead girls
Hiding from the sun
The lines that define begin to grey and fade now
We shoot out the lights and swallow razor blades
I feel nothing for the meat that came before
Liberty, she crawled to me playing the whore - Acid Bath - 'Toubabo Koomi'
Opeth are godly.
Sitting alone at night, dead quiet all around you outside, do you ever get the feeling like you're the only person in the world? I use to get that feeling a lot, especially when I lived a few miles out of town. I have that feeling now.
koleeta:
I love that feeling....but it's hard to get it when you're living in a house with five other people. It's usually only if I'm camping and I'm out late at night, everything is quiet and it's just the moon and me that I feel that way.
Then I get kinda sad and wish that there was someone else there who I could share the moment with, and I could somehow transmit my exact emotions over to them so he/she could feel it too.
Then I get kinda sad and wish that there was someone else there who I could share the moment with, and I could somehow transmit my exact emotions over to them so he/she could feel it too.
No money. No job. No car. No place to go. No friends. No life. No love. No hope. No booze. No fun.
Picked up the new Iron Maiden album today. It's fucking great, even if the first couple of songs are kinda weak. Iron Maiden owns you.
New profile pic. Just seemed like a good time to change it.
drbensina:
That's wicked awesome.
As for "inappropriate," depends on who you ask. And I didn't necessarily mean that one in particular, either... I have an addiction to horrible puns, and will go out of my way to make them if I can. And I HATE puns. It's a joyless existence, I tell you.
As for "inappropriate," depends on who you ask. And I didn't necessarily mean that one in particular, either... I have an addiction to horrible puns, and will go out of my way to make them if I can. And I HATE puns. It's a joyless existence, I tell you.