Rae is an incredible, sweet, beautiful, awesome girl. 
faeryrae:
AM NOT! LOL! 
octoberseven:
Are too.
faeryrae:
uh oh what did i do?
Talked on the phone for a couple of hours to the most wonderful girl tonight. 
faeryrae:
damn this girl is super lucky. lol i am so silly. but seriously i talked on the phone for a couple of hours to the most wonderful guy tonight.
Last night I had the most wonderful chat with the most wonderful girl.
faeryrae:
gee i wonder who that girl could have been? well whoever she is she is damn lucky. oh and guess what? last night i had the most wonderful chat with the most wonderful guy.
I need to get out. I need to go somewhere. I need to do something. I don't know, I just need some kind of change.
faeryrae:
you know you can come here and visit me. bad thing is i cant get into a few clubs and bars damn not being 21. less than 6 months........less than 6 months.......
well we cant chat if i dont know what instant messanger services you have. i will email you the ones i have and my screen names. i am feeling the same way right now as you describe in your entry. talk to you later babe.
well we cant chat if i dont know what instant messanger services you have. i will email you the ones i have and my screen names. i am feeling the same way right now as you describe in your entry. talk to you later babe.
octoberseven:
Pictures of myself
Broke up with my psuedo-girlfriend tonight. Oh well. I'm not really bothered by it.
faeryrae:
sorry to hear about your break up and such. i read your entry before this one. my parents are the same way with the fighting and the pot. been together since they were 15. i have major mental illnesses since i was 13. i seem to understand what you are saying. i cant say in words what though. yeah today sucked but at least it wasnt a real gun. you need to come up here and visit me in milwaukee. you and i have the same fantasy.....
My parents are working class people from working class families. Both my parents smoke pot, always have, probably always will. Every now and then they may sell a little to a friend. There have been times when jobs were scarse, they have delt more in order to put food on the table. My parents married as teenagers. They were told they married too young and...
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Nothing every changes. Nothing ever happens. Not here, not for me. No ambition, no motivation, no hope, nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to love. Days go on and on, pass by, and blend in to each other. And here I sit, inching closer to death with each passing moment. This slowest, surest form of suicide.
morbidcherry:
*shows boobs* motivation now? ^.^ *smile*
faeryrae:
i know how you feel. i been feeling that way for the past few months. this slowest surest form suicide yes......
I, for one, like the new site design.
Just got Amorphis - Tales From the Thousand Lakes today. Once had it, lost it long ago. I had forgotten how much this album rules. Nothing quite like the joy of rediscovering an old favorite.
Just got Amorphis - Tales From the Thousand Lakes today. Once had it, lost it long ago. I had forgotten how much this album rules. Nothing quite like the joy of rediscovering an old favorite.
This is different..... Will take a little adjusting to.
Yesterday was my birthday, and by most accounts was a pretty avarage day. I did go and get some new ink though. I'll put up a picture as soon as I get it. Not that I really delude myself into thinking anybody will give two rat's asses.
Ah fuck it. I'm tired, bored, depressed, and my...
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Yesterday was my birthday, and by most accounts was a pretty avarage day. I did go and get some new ink though.
I'll put up a picture as soon as I get it. Not that I really delude myself into thinking anybody will give two rat's asses.
Ah fuck it. I'm tired, bored, depressed, and my...
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26 years on my way to hell