octoberallover

for some reason I have the urge to disclose more.... be a part of things more and be around a bit more.... even within the context of this community..... I guess the envy of seeing those who are comfortable in a given enviornment can get to you after awhile.... especially as you try and figure out how to become comfortable ANYWHERE.....regrettably I'm certainly not the wittiest or most intelligent out there... but I am the only one who can lay claims on being me... so hopefully theres some aspect of that thats welcome out there..... I probably do things related to music more so than anything else... whether its playing it or listening to it (or just thinking about it) ... even my most personal documentations of my life read more like tracklistings to mix CDs......so maybe I'll put a few up.... because really I think that says most about me and my environment (or at least the one I've chosen for a given time)..... anyway if anyone happened to wander past this and read it then.....

wow... I'm fucking shocked

... and thanks