Looking back on my childhood I never would have guessed I would be modeling.. let alone being a nude alternative model.
Growing up I was the awkward girl who was so shy you barley ever heard me speak up or attempt to make friends or even boyfriends. I had a few close people but they were like me.. not very outspoken or popular. As I got older I began to find my voice and confidence but it never quite got up there until I turned 18 and began working as an "exotic dancer" at a club.
Nobody would have ever guessed the quiet girl in school could bring herself to do something like that.. but because of it I found not only my voice but this crazy amount of confidence I never knew I had.
Sometime after I started doing small shoots here and there for the clubs I worked at. Somehow along the way I stumbled upon SuicideGirls. The first two girls I seen were @radeo and @circa and I was obsessed. From that moment I knew I wanted to be a Suicide Girl.
I don't know about anyone else as I can only speak for myself but when I do photoshoots and get my photos back the amount of confidence I have is ridiculous. It makes all those little things I nitpick about myself just dissolve until all I see is this gorgeous human being. And I think every girl should feel that way. Even if it's not SuicideGirls I suggest every girl who has doubt about themselves get photos done so they can feel magical and beautiful.
Although I do love Suicide Girls more than any other form of modeling because all of the girls are different in their own way. Along with being gorgeous and down to earth. SG makes you think and feel that being different or weird is a beautiful thing and that is why I chose them! 💜💜 @rambo @missy
