octavia_

im not sure what happened today, but it was stressful and is ending on a very sour note. Joel and I are haveing a hard time communicating....it makes me really sad. I feel alitlle naseaus from it. (im really bad at spelling) So....it really bothers me when i try to talk with someone and their reply comes three to four times as loud with too much attitude. I am very calm when i talk about things that are bothering me....I think i am the only one in my family that can stay calm when upset in an angry way. It makes me not want to ever talk about my problems when in return all i get back is a rude tone in their voice. ahhh...i got to go to bed....fuckit.