Hmmm....I think the fact that I wrote that I'm interesting automatically brings me down a few points. Damn. I guess that's what I get for being all stressed. I have to be hiding the fact that I'm writing in this journal from my boyfriend cause I spent far too long on the site last night and didn't do any work and now I'm all behind. It's cute, he cares, but if I go through another I have no idea how many hours of working without taking breaks my brain will crack more than it already has. See, it's starting, the run-on sentances are coming.
Some good news, however, is that I finally went to Safeway today so i can stop eating out all the time and wasting the money I got for selling my bike.
I hate that I like drugs so much. I can hear him out there, and I want some, but there is not enough and I"m being good. damn.
sigh.
Some good news, however, is that I finally went to Safeway today so i can stop eating out all the time and wasting the money I got for selling my bike.
I hate that I like drugs so much. I can hear him out there, and I want some, but there is not enough and I"m being good. damn.
sigh.
[Edited on May 08, 2003]
I emailed my parents this morning. My mom alreay got back to me that she was happy to hear from me. I'm still holding out hopes that maybe this summer we'll learn to get along....