I can be an amazingly horrible person sometimes. For some reason when I am away from ex, I think he is amazing and can't figure out why I am letting him go. And then when i see him, I am reminded of how horrible we can be for each other. And when I can't resolve the two, bad things happen. I say things I wish I hadn't. And inevitably, I come home, remeber why I thnk he is a good person, and feel really bad. It was the same while we were dating. Except for those times when it was good. Then I was just afaid it was all going to crumble.
I don't know how to tell if it is time to stop trying. And i really don't know when it is time to stop talking.
I don't know how to tell if it is time to stop trying. And i really don't know when it is time to stop talking.
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which is a pain, because that does involve meeting and dating other people, which is often complicated and messy.
oh, and by the way, i am feeling EXACTLY the same things right now. i think it s all about lonliness. when he is there, you are comforted and not-lonely enough to start seeing other parts of life, like how he might not be perfect for you. but when he is gone, the lonliness takes over and all you want is him, here, now, to make you un-lonely. at least that's how it works with me, anyway.