oceaneyes

this is dedicated to my father, Jay E., who died on January, 17, 2005.
I love you forever Daddy!! we will always miss you.

dear Dad,
there is so much pain associated with our relationship
when you left i thought i would never be able to forgive
but now that you're gone, i cant live
without seeing you even though our time is up
and i know it will be a long time before i ever see you
again
i still cry and i always will
when i feel your presence around me, haunting me
in some twisted way that reverberates in my heart
and my soul that still misses you
and knows that you really do love me
to you i give this small poetic letter
i hope you can see and somehow understand the message
that even though i said i hated you, my young heart was just angry
and i really did, and still do love you
and i always will

love forever and always,
melissa