oceana_____

It has happened, I'm single again. Weird how this sorta just happens without warning , not letting you prepare yourself for the fall to the ground. I hit really hard this morning when I read the email reguarding the ending of our one year relationship. i still don't know why, and i probably never will know why he did it, but he did and now it is over. In a nut shell he made claims saying I loved him more then him, he was never "truly" in love with me, it would never work for us to be together when he got out of the navy, and on and on. Most I know are lies because we have talked about them befoe. My friends have seen us together, and all they would say is, "Megan he loves you so much, you can tell by the way he looks at you." I don't know, i guess it is for the best, but it just hurts so much. I feel like my hearts has been ripped out, and i worry it won't heal right, or heal at all. i guess it will be one day at a time, putting one foot in front of the next while i slowly stand myself back up. at first i might need something to lean on, but someday in the furture i should be able to stand tall and proud on my own again. love to all!