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Airlock Sickness

When your blood,
Seems not to pump so hard.
When shes not around,
Your soul seems to be bound.
Your wings clipped,
And your feet planted.
You know youve lost,
And at what a cost.
You have to add to the list,
To remember this:
The sun will always come up tomorrow,
And the sunshine will always drown out the sorrow.


To this...
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Does anyone else say the stupidest things when they just wake up?


I do.
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The feeling is similar to this:

You are reaching over a cliff to pull your love out from danger. . .out from the gates of hell.

And. . .

When your fingers touch and you grab hold, she slips out of your fingers and falls.

As she falls. . .the darkness closing in on her. . .you see her smile.

Then she disappears.


This is...
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thecowboy:
im down..lets fuckin party like rock stars tonite..
mnemesis:
hey man. the abyss isn't infinite, there's a ladder. i'm climbing out.
i'm also checking out of here.
laters.
jimsama@gmail.com
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It feels like my mind is slipping away from me.


Down, down the drain.
thecowboy:
dont let that happen. a new mind is very expensive.
obsoletism:
I'll get a roto rooter man after it.

[Edited on Oct 21, 2004 3:12PM]
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. . .I want a grand adventure. . .
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thecowboy:
they all start with that one step...
shanana:
You should go out with the group sometime. That always ends up being an adventure. smile
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When it's completely silent, do you ever get this terrible ringing sound in your ears.

It doesn't stop until you hear something else.

I sat outside the other day listening to this terrible ringing for half an hour.


I think I'm going insane.

mnemesis:
1. no joke, it could be tinnitis. or it could be that you're body isn't used to silence. you aren't going in sane.
2. hell no, you aren't an asshat. asshats aren't friends.
3. follow your peace.
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People in general are irritating.

I don't know why, it's just when I listen to some of the things people actually talk about.


It makes me think, why.

Why talk about this useless, trivial small talk?


Is it fun?


I don't think small talk is fun.

Maybe that's why I never have anything to say.

Oh well.

Because we are food for worms, lads.


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I found a four-leaf clover growing out of a crack in cement.

It seemed pretty odd. . .

. . .but maybe my lucks changing.
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thecowboy:
hope so...st. paul is a beautiful place. born there..had to say hey. so, hey.
mnemesis:
strangers in the night,
exchanging glances,
wondering in the night,
what were the chances. . .
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"On the failure of one small community in achieving its own ill-defined dreams and/or goals. . .


And we were an army of dead women and men, shuffling pointlessly across and thru this glorious new century with all its interactive toys, internet prattle, electrified restraining harnesses, billion-dollar death rays and supermax penitentiaries, and its goddamned evermore refined, irrational, and TERMINAL economies of blood, misery, and...
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mnemesis:
hey dave, you feeling any better?
take care of yourself.
laters.
mnemesis:
you still there, buddy?
Check in, ok?
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A silly little story I started. . . doubt I'll be able to finish it though.

Meh. Have a look see.



The world is dying, didnt you know? was the venomous reply.
Gavin had asked a stupid question, so he deserved a ridiculous reply. At that moment, his mind pushed off from the ephemeral dock of reality. The stuff was good, he had to admit,...
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essenceofevil:
dude, that was awesome... dont know where to go with this or what else to say.
infernorecords07:
wow..