obsidity

currently, I have a hangover.

and I know I said I was done with that boy, but he apologized for being a dumbass. Not necessarily in those words and I relented. I am a sucker.

But the next issue of the Scientific American subscription that I bought him for his bday is coming to my house....because I was pissed off that I didn't hear a word of thanks. then I did and he had just gotten the first one like a day before I changed the address. heh. So I changed it back, but not in time. oh well.


I wish he was in my bed with me right now.
and we agreed to call more bcse email isn't very good for conveying emotional intent.
Whether or not he calls me of his own accord has yet to be seen.

But one of the nice things that happened was when I was up there a long time ago, he kinda rubbed my back for a sec and I realized how much I wanted that and that I am always petting him and stroking his skin and stuff and so this time around I finally asked him to rub my back and explained that I just wanted strokes and touch and not a massage or anything so he did for a while. And then, after sex again, he did it of his own accord and it felt so incredibly amazing and good and even better that he learned and that I dont have to constantly ask. Yeah we had some real good sessions. lets hope it all sticks for the next time around.