The painting class I did today had me and this other girl who is so incredibly beautiful, East Indian with long thick dreads piled up on her head an a perfect body I mean tiny tiny with nice boobs and everything and all the students crowded around her to paint and I had like 2 and I know they were only doing it because there was no room left on the other side.
I tried not to cry about this since it's silly, but I just felt like a big fat white monster next to her. Of course she was also very nice and sweet, so I couldn't hate her either.
On the upside, this girl came in the afternoon and painted me and she drew these amazing clothes that I wish I had lots of belts and filmy stuff and big boots and a snarky smile even though I was not making any face.
and the teacher said that he thought I was inspiring with my pink hair, he was trying to explain to one student how to get out of just pianting realistically and using more imagination and wasn't I like "Venus of the Ice Lake" or something bcse I was so pale and there could be icicles and stuff all around and so that was nice.
I wish I had a copy of that one painting though. It was soooooooo cooooool. Talk about fan art. Except I am nobody.
Tomorrow. Donnie Darko.
I tried not to cry about this since it's silly, but I just felt like a big fat white monster next to her. Of course she was also very nice and sweet, so I couldn't hate her either.
On the upside, this girl came in the afternoon and painted me and she drew these amazing clothes that I wish I had lots of belts and filmy stuff and big boots and a snarky smile even though I was not making any face.
and the teacher said that he thought I was inspiring with my pink hair, he was trying to explain to one student how to get out of just pianting realistically and using more imagination and wasn't I like "Venus of the Ice Lake" or something bcse I was so pale and there could be icicles and stuff all around and so that was nice.
I wish I had a copy of that one painting though. It was soooooooo cooooool. Talk about fan art. Except I am nobody.
Tomorrow. Donnie Darko.
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Yeah! (what Juliana said!)
Oh yeah. Obsi. first observation. Outside appearances? You. Are a serious. Babe. Second observation. Talking to you on the IM here and there, and on journal entries and stuff? You are beautiful inside and out. You got it going on. So chin up.