obsidity

shit I was hoping it was just a bad dream.
I can't fucking believe this. And it's not just "oh I fear change" I feel like I am going blind.
There has got to be a way to change the background colors. I am going to miss you but I can't be on this without getting a headache. I am not leaving the site, totally, yet. but I can't see therefore I can't respond to anyone, cant read the groups, can't cruise around!!! I feel crippled. squinting is bad. It gives me wrinkles. I must go.
goodbye.