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Friday Sep 26, 2003

Sep 26, 2003
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Finally I can get to the internet! mad
OK I need some opinions...
Today, through a series of circumstances that are too annoying to go into, ( Basically I was reminded by life to check my schedule so I know if I don't HAVE to wake up at 6:30 am) I was on a bus going to a friend's house. I was angry, tired, pissed and really fucking tired and staring out the window.
This guy gets off the bus and I am thinking absentmindedly that he is rather cute, in fact even handsome, when I realize that he is STARING RIGHT AT ME. Not in a bad way, just sorta bemused, and I look down immediately, totally freaking, and then I look up to check if he is still looking at me and he is, and this smile is slowly spreading across his face, not a naughty smile, nor egostistical, really genuine and I start smiling back but I know I am turning beet red and I look down again in complete embarrassment and the bus drives off.
Now I have been playing this over and over in my mind "why didn't I keep looking? Why didn't I just get off the bus? I had nothing to do for 3 hours..." kicking myself.
So my question, Should I write a" missed connections" on craigslist? I kinda want to just to honor the moment. But on the other hand, do I really hope to see him again? Should I just let it be the moment it was and let it go? Time is passing and one thing or another has not let me get to the internet,which makes me think it's a sign...

PS.that new girl Lucia has a fabulous ass!!!

PPS. I put some new pics in my pics and changed my profile around, more goofiness.
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bombshellbetty:
Don't kick yourself. I would have looked away, too. And it wouldn't have even occured to me to get off the bus. I, personally, wouldn't fixate on this one boy. Go out and meet more, keeping in mind that you made this guy's day just by looking at him with interest. Rawr!
Sep 27, 2003
tegan:
when i arrived wherE?
unh?
whut?
biggrin
Sep 27, 2003

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