I think I am too weird for this place. seriously.
I have an amazing ability to end threads. Like that uncomfotable silence at the dinner table.
I dunno. I have really liked everyone I have met (I mean in realtime) from here....
I guess I am just feeling self concious. I don' t know why.
Tonight I went to see a couple of friends of mine
at this benefit. It was fun...But I can't help but feel like I am always solitary, separate. odd. At least I got to dance a bit. I just feel like lately I have been lacking in a sort of baseline connection and I can't tell if it's me or not. So please tell me. Should I just go away? And I don't mean that as a whiny "love me " plea. I just can't tell. Maybe I have everything misconstrued.
Tomorrow(this) morning is going to suck the mother of all asses.
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I think I can identify with what you're saying, but I think my problem is a little different. I have constant dips in my self confidence where I become convinced that people just put up with me because they're nice, but would really not prefer to hang out with me. Hopefully hanging out more will convince me otherwise. And I hope you'll stick around for that.