It's HOT. DAMN HOT.
So hot my shorts I could cook things in em, a little crotch pot cookin.
No really. IT is hot.
Canyon=hot. Canyon=dry Canyon=$
My weird little baby sitting, grant seeking, house building, data entry, laundry drying, gardening, mac printer configuring canyon life.
yes.
I work up here a couple of days then to Sac to see my BOY!!!!! I can't wait to cuddle up with him, I have this terrible fear that he is going to be weird and aloof, as he used to be in the past few years. I can't stand that. I think, I hope we have gotten past the past the history the weirdness and now we can just have fun.
He is my lima bean.
But I would not want to give up having many choices
and just stick with one forever and ever. THere is too much fun to be had.
But still--- I NEVER forget that the primary basic state is that of being alone. There are just these moments of connection that last a little bit and then fade and need another blaze of light to energize them.
God, this was going to be short. There is this whirlwind of frantic seeking of comfort running from one place to another in order to find that hidden nook of warmth and sweet human-ness that makes it ok. for one moment. (all the smileys are winking ad blinking and ogling and kissing at me- it's distracting!)
I like that my friend's baby smiles at me when I walk inb the room.And the 2 year old can almost almost say my name.
ok now cigarette....no cigarette. in canyon with no cigarette!!!!!!!!!
So hot my shorts I could cook things in em, a little crotch pot cookin.
No really. IT is hot.
Canyon=hot. Canyon=dry Canyon=$
My weird little baby sitting, grant seeking, house building, data entry, laundry drying, gardening, mac printer configuring canyon life.
yes.
I work up here a couple of days then to Sac to see my BOY!!!!! I can't wait to cuddle up with him, I have this terrible fear that he is going to be weird and aloof, as he used to be in the past few years. I can't stand that. I think, I hope we have gotten past the past the history the weirdness and now we can just have fun.
He is my lima bean.
But I would not want to give up having many choices
and just stick with one forever and ever. THere is too much fun to be had.
But still--- I NEVER forget that the primary basic state is that of being alone. There are just these moments of connection that last a little bit and then fade and need another blaze of light to energize them.
God, this was going to be short. There is this whirlwind of frantic seeking of comfort running from one place to another in order to find that hidden nook of warmth and sweet human-ness that makes it ok. for one moment. (all the smileys are winking ad blinking and ogling and kissing at me- it's distracting!)
I like that my friend's baby smiles at me when I walk inb the room.And the 2 year old can almost almost say my name.
ok now cigarette....no cigarette. in canyon with no cigarette!!!!!!!!!
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viendrez lundi pour la consommation de burrito ? Je serais heureux. Je lis que vous dtestez des achats d'picerie et je aussi. Nous devrions faire ceci ensemble autrefois, puisque nous sommes dans la mme ville. Ce serait presque aussi bon que mangeant des burritos ensemble. Est-ce que j'ai saut sur la tendance franaise trop tard?
xoxox -Mlle. Midori