obsidity

Alright fine, fucking FINE!!!!!
I won't stay asleep then, which is what i desperately desperately want to do.....I don't have any work, why can't I just sleep sleeeeeeeep........
Bcse some fucker on their car was honking before 8or 9 over and over, not like an alarm like a real person being a stupid bastard, and the only reason I could think of is to warn people that the streetsweeper was coming which, now that I am more awake, really makes no sense,no sense at all. All I kept thinking was I am fine! I parked on the right side ! SHUT THE FUCK UP!
I just wanted to stay in dream land ,which has been so hateful lately that I couldn't go there for any refuge (oh Sandman, Lord of Dreams Why?) but now was suffused with images of meeting the nice and friendly (and only slightly tipsy )chillins of sgsf at dork spackle last night. Can I make you ALL my friends now? Or is that too forward? Can I even remember everyone's names?

Ah ,I needed to infuse my scene with new blood! Since I just drained my last friends of all their life force ,mwahahahaha!!!!
Think I will go for a hike in the berkeley hills today.