obsidity

I had a dream about Nala last night. I wish I could say it was a good dream. She is so beautiful and confident about it. Anyway, my lover brought her and this other girl home and wanted to be with them instead of me. It was just remembering all the problems I had with him the last time I visited him. But I am so sad that even my dreamscape is not a refuge from these things anymore. Since I am trying not to get drunk and high to escape my thoughts as well, I am just here.

Yeah, pretty chipper huh? Well, it is "suicide" girls,after all.