lovely hit and run that squished the rear of my car on New Years Eve....at least it ended the year and didn't begin the new one...

My apartment is nearly clean, my apartment has never been completely "clean" and the fact that it's nearly that way makes me want to stop the cleaning process all together....I'm scared of the unkown and what will I do if i can't say I'm going to clean my place...

also usually I hardley ever vacumed but I've vacumed at least twice in the last 2 weeks...I'm afraid that if I have a clean apartment I'm going to be anal about keeping it that way....

I scare myself sometimes