I'm feeling pretty damn good, besides my neck. I went back to work Monday and well, needless to say I still hate my job although I missed being there! Haha. Through out all of this I can honestly say I believe everything happens for a reason, and although at first I was pissed and rather depressed and hard on myself for my accident I have finally figured out the reasons behind it. I guess I have lost faith for a little there, but it is fully regained! I have learned it is okay to ask for help sometimes, and I have become a lot closer to a few friends that I can honestly say are my world. Also I have cut some people out of my life that I should have seen through in the first place. I am very appreciative towards all the help people have been giving me and most of all I am very appreciative towards my three main fellas Cameron, Edward, and Jamus. They have just been so awesome and the greatest friends I could have ever asked for.
Besides all of that, I am getting my new car Saturday! It's a black 2003 Mazda 6S!! Yes, another Mazda!! Those were the only cars I wanted to look at and I have found quite a nice one! I can't wait until it's all mine! I have been going nuts without the freedom of having a car. My mother works where I work, so she has been taking me to work and we get there at 6:30ish... I don't start until 8 so I just sleep in the car. Then after work I go home with my ex, who also works there. I get to see my daughter and put her to bed and then Cameron (<3) comes for me when he gets off work at 11pm.
I have to say the hardest part of this whole healing thing was not being able to pick up my daughter. I mean I broke the rules which was the reason I went back in on new years eve, but I couldn't help it!! I miss having her so much. See since I don't have a car, she has been staying at her father's this week because I started work... I will have her this weekend and I am SUPER excited!! She is such an amazing little girl! She's getting way too big way too fast though. I mean she will be one soon!! ONE!!! -sigh- She's so independent now too... haha and she sings along to Sponge Bob!!! She's such a sillyhead!!
Anyways I guess that's all I have to say for now!
xoxo
Amber
Besides all of that, I am getting my new car Saturday! It's a black 2003 Mazda 6S!! Yes, another Mazda!! Those were the only cars I wanted to look at and I have found quite a nice one! I can't wait until it's all mine! I have been going nuts without the freedom of having a car. My mother works where I work, so she has been taking me to work and we get there at 6:30ish... I don't start until 8 so I just sleep in the car. Then after work I go home with my ex, who also works there. I get to see my daughter and put her to bed and then Cameron (<3) comes for me when he gets off work at 11pm.
I have to say the hardest part of this whole healing thing was not being able to pick up my daughter. I mean I broke the rules which was the reason I went back in on new years eve, but I couldn't help it!! I miss having her so much. See since I don't have a car, she has been staying at her father's this week because I started work... I will have her this weekend and I am SUPER excited!! She is such an amazing little girl! She's getting way too big way too fast though. I mean she will be one soon!! ONE!!! -sigh- She's so independent now too... haha and she sings along to Sponge Bob!!! She's such a sillyhead!!
Anyways I guess that's all I have to say for now!
xoxo
Amber
You sound pretty busy haha so its good your getting your daughter back too. Kids grow up way too fast and those years from 1-3 are super crucial.