obsession101

So I'm having some really hard times right now. I haven't been working so much because it's slow where I work and I really need the money to pay off my bills and buy the baby things I need since my baby is due March 10th. I plan to go to the unemployment office tomorrow to try and collect partial unemployment. I also sent away this form to work at home. They send you stuff in the mail to assemble and you send them back once you have it done. Hopefully that works out for me. My stepfather has been a complete asshole to me lately, well even more than usual. He flipped the breaker to my bedroom, so I have an extension cord going from the hall to my room so I can at least be online. I over heard him telling my mom that after the baby is born I have 3 months until I have to be out. I should of figured it was only a matter of time since he kicked my sister and brother out before. I really hate that my mom never sticks up for me because I have literally taken hits for her when him and her fight. I guess its for the best though because I really don't want my daughter around him anyways. I have never met a more ignorant, racist, lazy, worthless man in my life. All he does is sit on the couch, watch the price is right, sleep, eat, and play with his damn kitten all day. He tells my mom he cleans, but it's obvious he doesn't due to the amount of dust everywhere! I'm sorry if I seem to be rambling, I'm just trying to vent. I feel so alone right now it's unbelievable. I'm in debt and I just don't know how much more I can take. I'm trying so hard to make things right so my little girl can have the best, but it's really hard. I need some help and I really wish there was more I can do. Anyways, sorry if my post was just rambling on and seemed pathetic. Any words of advise would be highly appreciated.

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