Freaking loving my new baby...So heres what I ended up with...
Canon T2i w 18-55 mm lens, 55-250 mm lens, Canon bad ass backpack carrier, swivel and more tri-pod, 16GB SD Card and a back up 8GB Sd card, extra/spare battery pack, baterry pack and charger, all the shitznits needed that came with it from cd roms to booklets, eye cup, Oh, and a bad ass Canon Speedlite 430 flash too that I had to add to my order. Plus of course I got teh Black Tie Protection Plan WITH my much needed accident protection too.
Then I spent about $100 at Sally's Beauty Supply on hair bleach tub, sensitive scalp Ion Brand Cream Developer, 2 Manic Panic Hair Dyes (Purple Haze & Atomic Turquoise), all the utensils and equipment to that, some kick ass nail polishes, and last but not least a huge "Brazillian wax kit" and a facial wax kit too for my brows.
Then the part that really got my hubby pissed at me all day/night long so far...A little over $500 at that damn Sephoras...I even offered to take all my make up back if I can keep my facial care shit to help slow and defy my aging skin; but still that would not make it better I guess. If only he could understand from my view though ya know...i do see his view and it's been eating me up all day and I actually hurt from it as I hate when he's so pissy at me like this man. But I looked at it like this when making my purchases...Next year is all him and what he wants, we still have $400 out of my $3K I had on my card today...over 2400 in our savings still, a few hundred in his account, and even after paying $1k for next months rent...he gets another pay check a week after wards. So even if paying the rent he'd still have enough to get his T5 lights and Nutes for the room and his PS3 still...so why can't we get over this and move on already? I had to have my camera for both school and sets so there was no avoiding that expense as he knew this anyway. the others yes I could have lived with out; but when else would I have the money to re-invent myself than now tax time? Plus, I haven't paid this much attention to "myself" like this that it is showing now. Yes going through that much that quick sucks on his behalf though I can see as well; but I just got what i needed is all honestly. Once again just one more reason as to why I have always hated $$$ in my life of relationships since I can remember my parents fighting over it all the time too. Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ok enough blabbing now...I think I needed to vent a bit since he refuses to listen to my side of things..so thanks for letting me! lol. It does really suck though to know this was supposed to be your best day in years; but it never ended up that way due to your lover being abnormally pissy with you...even though they were the one to put the $3k in your account to spend this morning anyway. I just don't get it man...how to make it up now...aaarrrghhh.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a much better and up day though. I'd love to play with my new baby and NOT feel bad for it after all. Why is my hubby s complicated at times...uuugghhhhh. Still love him to death and that will never change though. I just don't get it some times is all and communication never gets anywhere either between us. So I vent here thanks to you all and this blog area. lol.
Any ideas on how to make it up to him btw??? I mean as i mentioned...it's not like I made us broke in a day...I even have funds left on my own card plus the savings and his account amount and another pay check 1 week after rent is due too if he wanted more than he can get now.
Hopefully I will be posting some samples tomorrow evening if all goes well.
Discovered tonight that I needed to attach my speedlite flash to get my distant pic from blurring...good thing I bought it...I guess I could have used my other lens to help too though huh? lmao. Oops...I'm still learning...I also figured out that I prefer my camera so far in Manual rather than Auto...never thought I'd say that in my 1st day already! lol Baby steps at a time with learning this camera man....SOOOOOOOOO many settings and etc it's almost overwhelming! lmao. lol. I just noticed how much happier I am now that the old man is at work too so far...I hate being a sensitive Pisces Cusp that can't avoid negative feelings towards me man...it really is amazing how much better my spirit is getting after venting and realizing he is gone for a half night. Maybe I can actually catch some sleep tonight too finally. yay! It's only been about 2-3 hours of sleep nightly for a while now. lol.
Canon T2i w 18-55 mm lens, 55-250 mm lens, Canon bad ass backpack carrier, swivel and more tri-pod, 16GB SD Card and a back up 8GB Sd card, extra/spare battery pack, baterry pack and charger, all the shitznits needed that came with it from cd roms to booklets, eye cup, Oh, and a bad ass Canon Speedlite 430 flash too that I had to add to my order. Plus of course I got teh Black Tie Protection Plan WITH my much needed accident protection too.
Then I spent about $100 at Sally's Beauty Supply on hair bleach tub, sensitive scalp Ion Brand Cream Developer, 2 Manic Panic Hair Dyes (Purple Haze & Atomic Turquoise), all the utensils and equipment to that, some kick ass nail polishes, and last but not least a huge "Brazillian wax kit" and a facial wax kit too for my brows.
Then the part that really got my hubby pissed at me all day/night long so far...A little over $500 at that damn Sephoras...I even offered to take all my make up back if I can keep my facial care shit to help slow and defy my aging skin; but still that would not make it better I guess. If only he could understand from my view though ya know...i do see his view and it's been eating me up all day and I actually hurt from it as I hate when he's so pissy at me like this man. But I looked at it like this when making my purchases...Next year is all him and what he wants, we still have $400 out of my $3K I had on my card today...over 2400 in our savings still, a few hundred in his account, and even after paying $1k for next months rent...he gets another pay check a week after wards. So even if paying the rent he'd still have enough to get his T5 lights and Nutes for the room and his PS3 still...so why can't we get over this and move on already? I had to have my camera for both school and sets so there was no avoiding that expense as he knew this anyway. the others yes I could have lived with out; but when else would I have the money to re-invent myself than now tax time? Plus, I haven't paid this much attention to "myself" like this that it is showing now. Yes going through that much that quick sucks on his behalf though I can see as well; but I just got what i needed is all honestly. Once again just one more reason as to why I have always hated $$$ in my life of relationships since I can remember my parents fighting over it all the time too. Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ok enough blabbing now...I think I needed to vent a bit since he refuses to listen to my side of things..so thanks for letting me! lol. It does really suck though to know this was supposed to be your best day in years; but it never ended up that way due to your lover being abnormally pissy with you...even though they were the one to put the $3k in your account to spend this morning anyway. I just don't get it man...how to make it up now...aaarrrghhh.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a much better and up day though. I'd love to play with my new baby and NOT feel bad for it after all. Why is my hubby s complicated at times...uuugghhhhh. Still love him to death and that will never change though. I just don't get it some times is all and communication never gets anywhere either between us. So I vent here thanks to you all and this blog area. lol.
Any ideas on how to make it up to him btw??? I mean as i mentioned...it's not like I made us broke in a day...I even have funds left on my own card plus the savings and his account amount and another pay check 1 week after rent is due too if he wanted more than he can get now.
Hopefully I will be posting some samples tomorrow evening if all goes well.
Discovered tonight that I needed to attach my speedlite flash to get my distant pic from blurring...good thing I bought it...I guess I could have used my other lens to help too though huh? lmao. Oops...I'm still learning...I also figured out that I prefer my camera so far in Manual rather than Auto...never thought I'd say that in my 1st day already! lol
Baby steps at a time with learning this camera man....SOOOOOOOOO many settings and etc it's almost overwhelming! lmao. lol. I just noticed how much happier I am now that the old man is at work too so far...I hate being a sensitive Pisces Cusp that can't avoid negative feelings towards me man...it really is amazing how much better my spirit is getting after venting and realizing he is gone for a half night. Maybe I can actually catch some sleep tonight too finally. yay! It's only been about 2-3 hours of sleep nightly for a while now. lol.
albertonio:
I love my Canon T2i too!