Some times when I'm alone, no one can hear me scream.
Started a hosting service for a chat program(blah). Been doing it for 5 years for a friend decided I would give it a try on my own. Now I have more headaches than I care for and people just never change no matter what you do for them.
Well guess I'm going to have to shut it down for a while. Such is life.
Okay, I'm just bored. Sitting here trying to figure out php and realbasic to amuse myself and hopefully get gimp working right to edit pictures with.
Other than wondering what I'll do when they end my status at work there really isn't anything exciting right now.
Maybe when I'm inspired by the fuck up fairy or something I'll feel a need to bleed more words.
Other than wondering what I'll do when they end my status at work there really isn't anything exciting right now.
Maybe when I'm inspired by the fuck up fairy or something I'll feel a need to bleed more words.
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obliviousfocus:
So I'm sitting here installing some dvd program so i can watch movies. Lately I'm wondering is it really worth it? By that I mean just caring in general. Maybe I do it the wrong way or something. All I know is I keep getting stepped on when I'm nice and when I stand up for myself i'm suddenly an asshole. OH well I guess I'll figure it out with time.
pihka:
Well yes, I think thats it. You call them sweet or dear a few times and they end up thinking theyre your bosom friends now and forever after. Couldnt people just, I dont know, be friendly and nice with each other without bloody clinging??? *sighs*
I rarely remember my good dreams ... so I felt like I should share this one because it had such a deep impact on me. Now I feel like I am missing something, or someone, from my life. Oh well, I guess I shouldnt take it *too* seriously. If I took *all* my dreams seriously then IOd have some major problems in my life!
Well not to be a smartass, dear sir ... (ok, so Im about to be a smartass, lol) but how *could* someone hear you scream ... if you are alone, then theres apparently no one around!