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This makes like the 20th time i've posted shit and changed my mind. Hahahaha. I was reading journal entries bored out of my head and came across one asking what the perfect relationship would be?

The more I sit and think about this to me it would be 2 things, friendship and honesty. Now everyone automatically says that but in truth they really don't mean...
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Okay my pool thing bottomed out tonight, but there is always next week. I'm happy to report my poetry retreat went well and I am going to go to another one and possibly a short story one as well. I loved getting feedback so I can work on my poems. I figure fuck it, go with the moment. And now for my timly rant.

My...
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Okay. I have been asked to update my life. Lets see what I have done. I am still working for the military and hating it but it pays the bills till I can do what I want. I've decided to quit smoking and work out again. I've decided that long distance relationships suck ass unless that person actually gives a damn about me. I think...
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Well i joined again for a while. Not sure how I feel about this thing. I got it initially for the pictures cause I think some of the girls are hot. Now a days I just read the journals and post them them. Either I'm becoming celibate or merely immune to naked people.

My life so far has been uneventful. I'm trying to get into...
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Well been a while since I updated this thing. Life is life and work is work. I guess one day soon i'll be all chipper and give a shit. Until then I leave you with these words of wisdom.

If you are still ugly after plastic surgery. God hates you.

You know its weird how personal preferences change with age. I used to hate the Crash Test Dummies with a passion. I thought their music really blew ass. About 3 months ago I got an urge to listen to the one song of theirs I liked so I bought the cd used for like 5 bucks. I got bored and listened to the whole cd...
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Once again i just kinda wanna sit here and veg. My mind is blown because I've sat around all day trying to figure out where to store stuff and why some stuff is missing and why some stuff suddenly appeared out of nowhere. I'm really beginning to hate working with ammunition.

Well I'm sitting here contemplating life. Just watched Gothika, it was okay seen better. I liked the ghost aspect to it . I guess thats all I have to say.

Sitting here listening to automatic for the people by REM. It's possibly one of the best albums ever released by a rock group. I enjoy Night Swimming the best though. This song reminds me of like when I'm alone and start to remember all the crazy things I've done in my life and all the people I've known or have touched my life. It's really...
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Well once again I'm bored and ignored with reality. I'm hoping that soon the mothership will come claim me and I can be allowed to swim in my pools of jello.