obliviousfocus

Nostalgia and Immortality.

I enjoy nostalgia or longings of situations we can no longer have in our life. It can be beautiful or painfully wrenching of the soul, but in the end I love it. The idea that smells, visuals, hearing etc can just bring up memories you had set away or repressed is truly interesting to me. Some people prefer not to partake in...
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You say you know me now
Well I i don't think we ever figure out
Who we really are, who we reallyr are
Listen to yourself and sing another song
Sing another song
And dont let them make you feel you don't belong
Just on fire

Your say you are not sure
How to live life anymore
No one ever is, no one ever is...
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I really shouldn't get in chat while drunk. It leads to bad things. And I definitly shouldn't try to write journal entries either hahaha

but it did mean i put pictures of me from 6 years ago in god i'm ugly hahahhah..

i want to talk about media distortion ad campaign telling lies about abortion standing there call yourself a good christian break your fucking sign because you're causing me friction ignorant group operations rescue if you treat women then they might even kill you randall terry says they're soldiers of god if you ask me i'd say they're smoking much prod a little advice for the...
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hrm this poem is proving harder than i thought

I'm up late. I'm stressed out of my mind and I can't sleep. I'm thinking i need a road trip to some unknown place. I am going to try and write another poem. I am hoping this one comes out sensual. Its about the same effect you get when you see the pictures that Andromeda posts of herself. They are usually very sensual or erotic....
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I need some concrete blonde and some talking heads STAT!!!!! I have this intense need to hear Wendy.

Okay a poem in my head that had to come out.

Crumpled cigarettes litter the table
Alcohol burns the throat
The pattern of self-destruction forms
Cacophony of voices permeate the air
A den of forgotten dreams
Washed away with pinpricks to the brain
Here there are no...
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Yep. I've decided that maybe I should just concentrate on my writing more and see where that takes me. Maybe if I do good enough with it i can make enough along with my other job to pay off my bills and then wander the earth like Cain from Kung-Fu.

I have made a decision. I want no more drama in my life. I've dealt with it for 2 years and I have had my fill of it. I'm no longer going to be played by people nor have them fuck with my emotions. Only people that are going to be honest with me even if its rude and mean shall I deal with in...
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You know what sucks. I'll tell you what sucks. When you have someone in your head and you can't get them out. You wanna talk with them but you can't because of the hours you must keep. You wanna see them smile or just laugh with them. Their presence puts a light in your heart and a smile on your face. Thats what sucks. Blah...
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