Forgive me Father for I have sinned and hurt the one I love.
Okay so here is my shitty night in a nutshell. Box of ammunition flew at me today. That stuff weighs about 45 lbs. Busted up my shoulder and my arm. Cut me etc. So I have lovely lovely bruises and a shoulder pain that won't quit. Yay. I love my job. I would also like to take this time to note that reality is unfair....
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I think my brain is finally collapsing. This is all a test. I see that now. But hey. I think I just somehow answered all my questions I ever asked myself hahaha. Stick to your guns. Here are some lyrics to something I am listening to right now.
sometimes I get the feeling
that I won't be on this planet
for very long
I really...
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sometimes I get the feeling
that I won't be on this planet
for very long
I really...
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juno106:
Thanx for the Razor, mine was dull... nothing worse then that.
bluechild:
you can do nothing bad :*
I'm kind of lost in this train of thought.
Action and reaction.
Nuclear fission of emotion.
It twirls and swirls as a source of power.
This raw emotion.
Unsure of its longevity.
I don't know how to put it into words.
A simple phrase would be torture.
Who is to say that the thoughts I am now thinking are truly my own.
I just have...
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Action and reaction.
Nuclear fission of emotion.
It twirls and swirls as a source of power.
This raw emotion.
Unsure of its longevity.
I don't know how to put it into words.
A simple phrase would be torture.
Who is to say that the thoughts I am now thinking are truly my own.
I just have...
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zobop_:
Hmmmm.
Justifying itself?
And yes. I'm working on a book of them.
Justifying itself?
And yes. I'm working on a book of them.
I'm going on vacation for 3 years. Leave a message at the beep.
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morbidangel:
*taps the microphone* Is this thing on?? You CAN'T leave! We haven't had hairy, sweaty man-love yet....
theloonie:
vacation is over rated, every time ive gone on one when i get back i need a vacation to recover from the vacation
I am teh tired. I am also going to shave now. Out of spite. Several girls said I looked cute with the beard. Only one of thems opinion I listened to (you know who you are not that I am going to name names like Mathilda). Other than that life is going pretty good.
jacinda:
la la la la la HEY YOU! 
jacinda:
nothing but fun comes out of my boredom! 
You know. Why do people get jealous when you come into someones life and suddenly become important to it? Some times it isn't about the length of time you have known someone but the quality of what you share. Jealousy is unbecoming. Just accept that things happen and that doesn't mean you are any less important in the grand scheme of things. Some times things...
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lillithvain:
I'm glad you liked it.
Oh, and about the friend things... I don't know. My friend's new GF is the most annoying horrible person I've ever met, which if really saying something, and she is really possessive of him, but it doesn't but me, cause we are still friends, and though we don't hang out as often as we used to, we still hang out sometimes.
I think that people are just so desperate not to lose what they already have that they will do anything to feel secure in that. And I think that people do need to remember that they have more than one friend and share time as well.
Me, I just invite them all over at the same time and throw a party!!!!! Even though, some of them hate each other. Too bad, there is no fighting in my house so they either get over their childishness or they just don't come. And if they don't come I know how much hanging out with me really meant to them.
Oh, sorry about rambling on.
I really just wanted to say hello.
Oh, and about the friend things... I don't know. My friend's new GF is the most annoying horrible person I've ever met, which if really saying something, and she is really possessive of him, but it doesn't but me, cause we are still friends, and though we don't hang out as often as we used to, we still hang out sometimes.
I think that people are just so desperate not to lose what they already have that they will do anything to feel secure in that. And I think that people do need to remember that they have more than one friend and share time as well.
Me, I just invite them all over at the same time and throw a party!!!!! Even though, some of them hate each other. Too bad, there is no fighting in my house so they either get over their childishness or they just don't come. And if they don't come I know how much hanging out with me really meant to them.
Oh, sorry about rambling on.
I really just wanted to say hello.
gory:
WELCOME TO THE ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY OBLIVION!!
...And You gotta know how fuckin' true THAT is, oblivion!
See, Usually this is where I come and check out the new prospective members, see what thier Madpad tells me about them...etc. But I already know you to a certain degree...You really like to quiz my shit, huh? Thats Okay...It keeps me on my toes, and it already places you in a fine rank withstanding as far as I am concerned...In other words?? Yeah, Yeah...You're Hardcore...Be Proud...You just joined The best fuckin' Creepy Contigency in this fuckin' place...The group that started the whole Quizzes...(and For Fame and Dead Flayed Lizards at that!)
Now, don't get me wrong...Theres absofuckinglutely nothin' wrong with 'Popular, CGI-Laden Hollywood CRAP" if That is what you are content to give your 2 cents about...But in My world? There is something most DEFINATELY disturbing about it...especially if you're like most of our members (including myself) actually Eat, Breathe, Work, Sleep and Shit Gore 24/7. I don't think I need go on.
One thing though...I always tell people to sit A 'spell' and give a quick lookover of our WELCOME page...It not only provides you with any info that you were not aware of...but it actually lists a few of our beloved Features, as we are not set up like any other group in here...i.e. Threads are not really the dominant form of communication...there are Spaces and Places for EVERYTHING (And you need not hear about the Chatroom we have, nor The Private Google Group for FRIGHT CLUB...THAT, I do not think you have alot of info on...)
So yeah...there ya go, I am sorry about My Infamous Welcome Posts...But Hey, I promise you wont get another...I enjoy having our chats in The Chatterbox...So, This is going to actually going to be Fun for the sole reason to make sure All your Fright Fixes are exactly what you need, But I also honestly am interested in What kind of Grey Matter you Splatter as well...
I do hope you find The Apothecary as good as you thought it may be, as you finally joined...I don't think you'll be dissappointed.
Oh yeah...I would give you some words on the whole Jealousy thing...But, I really don't have A problem or any thoughts on that...Sorry, Like I said...Unless it's full of Gore, and possibly has Vincent Price involved...?
I am rarely interested.
Welcome to Our Fetid Family, oblivion!!!
OOogaBOOoga...
SS
[Edited on Mar 14, 2005 4:59AM]
WELCOME TO THE ABOMINABLE APOTHECARY OBLIVION!!
...And You gotta know how fuckin' true THAT is, oblivion!
See, Usually this is where I come and check out the new prospective members, see what thier Madpad tells me about them...etc. But I already know you to a certain degree...You really like to quiz my shit, huh? Thats Okay...It keeps me on my toes, and it already places you in a fine rank withstanding as far as I am concerned...In other words?? Yeah, Yeah...You're Hardcore...Be Proud...You just joined The best fuckin' Creepy Contigency in this fuckin' place...The group that started the whole Quizzes...(and For Fame and Dead Flayed Lizards at that!)
Now, don't get me wrong...Theres absofuckinglutely nothin' wrong with 'Popular, CGI-Laden Hollywood CRAP" if That is what you are content to give your 2 cents about...But in My world? There is something most DEFINATELY disturbing about it...especially if you're like most of our members (including myself) actually Eat, Breathe, Work, Sleep and Shit Gore 24/7. I don't think I need go on.
One thing though...I always tell people to sit A 'spell' and give a quick lookover of our WELCOME page...It not only provides you with any info that you were not aware of...but it actually lists a few of our beloved Features, as we are not set up like any other group in here...i.e. Threads are not really the dominant form of communication...there are Spaces and Places for EVERYTHING (And you need not hear about the Chatroom we have, nor The Private Google Group for FRIGHT CLUB...THAT, I do not think you have alot of info on...)
So yeah...there ya go, I am sorry about My Infamous Welcome Posts...But Hey, I promise you wont get another...I enjoy having our chats in The Chatterbox...So, This is going to actually going to be Fun for the sole reason to make sure All your Fright Fixes are exactly what you need, But I also honestly am interested in What kind of Grey Matter you Splatter as well...
I do hope you find The Apothecary as good as you thought it may be, as you finally joined...I don't think you'll be dissappointed.
Oh yeah...I would give you some words on the whole Jealousy thing...But, I really don't have A problem or any thoughts on that...Sorry, Like I said...Unless it's full of Gore, and possibly has Vincent Price involved...?
I am rarely interested.
Welcome to Our Fetid Family, oblivion!!!
OOogaBOOoga...
SS[Edited on Mar 14, 2005 4:59AM]
Life is a slippery slope of indecision, bad choices, happiness elusive. Where do our thoughts lead us. How do our actions correlate. Who is to say we know anything at all. Do I have all the answers? No. Do I want them? I used to, but now I don't. Am I sad? Am I depressed? Sorta kinda maybe. I dunno. I am just thinking that...
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sarahg:
one time this girl who i won't talk about but her name was britni.. anyway.. we colored together sometimes. and she colored belle from beauty and the beast for me.. and made her high with a joint in her mouth. a THREE D JOINT. i will scan it and show you.
sarahg:
the belle is awesome. the britni is not.
I am so tired but at the same time I am happy. Do you know how long it has been since I could say that ? Damn long time. I hope you all can say that.
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gogo:
my fav is I FEEL SICK!! i friend of mine brought it for me from sweden for my bd last year 
gogo:
you need some more happy danceeeeeeeeee
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
and a fetish face!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
and a fetish face!
Had a bad night at work but I don't care cause i'm still in love.
*twirls around*
*twirls around*
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quasi_sean:
I'm so happy for you, my friend. 
As promised, here is my ass.
As promised, here is my ass.
blackbirdy:
awww!!!! youre too cute!!!! im so happy for you!! everybody deserves somebody and i think you found your lobster! haha, sorry im being dorky!