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Cuddle buddy has been found. Applications are no longer being accepted!!!

Someday I know I'll find my place.
Someday I know this pain wil fade.
Someday I know I'll find my place.
Someday I'll sing my last refrain.

Taking applications for cuddle buddy. Benefits to be discussed.

Only because she seems proud of it do I carry it over.

Inhale my random thoughts
Exhale the smoke of unraveled dreams
Sit with me words channel slowly
Words that smell of peppermint
The dragon slides from our souls penetralia
A swirling dervish of energy
Let its scales sings of creation
As we drink its medicine
Push away the bumbling slip of entropy
The weaver...
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This is dedicated to Inannamute

Dreams Unfurling

Inhale my random thoughts
Exhale the smoke of unraveled dreams
Sit with me words channel slowly
Words that smell of peppermint
The dragon slides from our souls penetralia
A swirling dervish of energy
Let its scales sings of creation
As we drink its medicine
Push away the bumbling slip of entropy
The weaver spins the thread of fate...
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Warning: This is long and involved so if you are of brave spirit continue onwards.

I subscribe to planned circumstance. Thats right. That is what I said. Yes it makes no sense but hear me out. Those two interesting people that I spoke of are Tempest and Inannamute. Well here is how planned circumstance works out. Or you can call it fate whatever.

Tempest and...
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Well I have come to a decision. I think that I am going to stay. I have been threatened with death, mutilation, anal invasions and panty raids(i don't even own panties but if any of you ladies are willing to send me some.). So yeah yer stuck with me for the time being until the death threats stop and I can sneak out the back...
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You know what irony is? The time in which I choose to leave I meet two really wonderful people and they make me reconsider my choice. That is irony. *shakes head*.

My soul caught in limbo
Resolution lingers like quarks
There but unseen
The matter of this matter
Weighs heavy like a white dwarf
The nucleus of the problem
Hangs thick and solid
Side shift...
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I lied about the updates. This will be the final one for a while and well I guess it ends on a sad note. I'm leaving. For a while at least. I'm tired of a lot of things. I can't seem to get ahead in life. I keep trying but inevitably I do something retarded to smack myself back down. I love everyone here its...
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Updated May 23 with last poem and journal entry for a while. I'm tired.

I've had a lot of time to think lately. My loss of my main computer prevents me from having all the wonderful toys I had to play with and relieve some of my existential quandries. But now that it is gone I've had to sit and think. I tend to try...
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Here are some really old poems I wrote when I was tripping on acid in college.

[b[Prisoner with a Pen

5:00 AM on a Monday
And my buzz has gone away
I need to talk to you
But I don't know what I'd say
A train rolls on in the distance
Maybe I should run away
And escape this hell I've created
By not calling...
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