obliviousfocus

I'm going to try this again. Hopefully this will work this time. Lately I've been dating, or trying to date at least. It hasn't gone the best of ways with me. The first girl went okay till I got a bad case of bronchitis. I went to her place and she cooked me dinner. Before the night was over I was told I needed professional help. Well when I get told something like that it tends to put a damper on the passions within ya know. I figure she was trying to say I might want to talk with someone about my anger issues, but I wasn't in the mood really. So that ended badly.

Last friday I went on a date with another girl. That one went off better. I actually liked her and we seemed to hit it off really well. So we made plans for this Friday. I decided I would wait a few days before contacting her(i found there is a slippery slope between talking to someone too much and too little.) which apparently pissed her off and then somewhere between wed and friday she twisted her ankle. She contacted me at like 11 pm friday and said she was sorry but she decided she was going to be a hermit for a while. I said fine just let me know when you wanna stop being a hermit and go out again. I figured that she wasn't going to contact me again (which of course isnt' true read on).

Today. I made a date with a girl by the name of Melissa to go see Thank You For Smoking. I had already seen it but i wanted to see it again. Well due to her chemistry test tom and my need to be getting ready for work at 4:30 am(yeah i haven't slept) we couldn't make it. But she invited me over to her place to watch a movie there instead. I figured cool and we watched a movie called The Legend of Ronny Ho.

Let me explain something about my obsession with hong kong action movies. I fucking love them. I watch them as much as possible. So she suggests we watch this movie. I have never heard of it and figured it was some kind of girly film. Oh hell no. It was the most fucked up and bloody martial arts movie i've ever seen. People were being decapitated, strangling each other with their own guts etc. I was like holy shit this rocks. So I look over and shes giggling like a maniac at this film. Apparently it is one of her favorites. I wouldn't say it was love but I developed a deep fascination. I have never watched a film like that with some girl and she enjoy it. She apparently was getting off on it. I was just in shock and awe.

Now we get to the fucked up part of the evening. While I am sitting there. The girl from last weekend starts trying to call me and message me. I'm like wtf. Then another girl I haven't spoken to in about 6 months starts trying to call me. Melissa is like aren't you popular. I explain whats going on and shes like "Those bitches are fucked up." hehehe. So i turn off my phone and we finish the movie.

We sit and talk on the porch while smoking and she just randomly goes "you're short." Which became a joke for the rest of the evening. I'd say something like "well i can cook, but i'm short. I have an ego but i'm short. etc etc." I wouldn't let her live it down. I said something to her and she flicked me so i flicked her back and i turned my head for something and she punched me in the arm( did i mention i like girls that are rough hahaha).

We kept talking but I had to leave and supposedly get some sleep so I grabbed her Death Doll and was like thanks!!! Which ended up with me almost getting my nipple ring pulled out. Anyone ever had that done? It hurts if you haven't. She appologized but I didn't care I thought it was funny. But I gave her back the doll hahaha. So I ask if there will be a second date and she says yes if she doesn't have to work saturday. I drive home and get a message from her saying she had fun and hoped to hear from me again soon. *does back flip*

Now for the best part out of all this. Come hell or highwater Saturday my favorite singer ever (Angie Aparo) is coming to Lexington. I'm hoping she doesn't have to work so we can go to the show, otherwise i'm going by myself. So right now I'm happy which is an odd feeling cause I dont' think I have felt this in a long time.