obliviousfocus

I was out today and found something that garnished my interest. A pearl jam collection of their music from 1993-2003. I had to have it. Pearl Jam has always been there when I needed them. I just love Eddie Veder's lyrics. They were there for me when I was young and my parents were going through a divorce. It was nasty and ended up with mental abuse and various other things that shouldn't have happened. I listened to them all the time getting lost in his music of abuse and lost dreams. I just couldn't get enough of them. I would drive around aimlessly for hours and listen to it late at night.

Pearl Jam was also there in college when I lost my mind. I ended up losing 2 weeks of my life that I do not remember. All I know is I had nothing but pearl jam cds on me. All I know is 1. I was found by my friends in my car one day delirious and 2. apparently somewhere in there i walked into my gf's room handed her a book and a rose told her i loved her but she was killing my soul and walked out. So other than that I don't know much. Never the less I still had my pearl jam.

In fact I think I am going to go listen to them again right now. Too much is going on right now and just think about all the weird stuff that is going on with me now.