Lets see where do I begin with this story. Ahh I know. The insanity. Every time about this year I develop what I call my own private insanity. I don't know exactly why it happens or what it stems from but I just go bonkers. Lately I have have had a stain in my thoughts. I was depressed and down and... Read More
Okay this is me in pain. I sliced deep into my thumb tonight at work. That fucking hurt. My wrist gave out on me and so did my shoulder. I have just needed to have time off to rest and i finally get it today. Now on to the bitch fest. I work with this one fuck nut. He quits working like an hour before... Read More
This journal is for you. This is to let you know. You aren't a stranger. This is to let you know that I love you. This is to let you know that I just get scared and hide inside. This is to let you know I don't know what to say or do sometimes. This is to let you know that I am here.
I'll definatly keep my fingers croseed for her, I'm sad I didn't get to hang out with you today, hah I kind of -cough- slept all day like a loser. Hope you're doing well, if I don't talk to you tomorrow I'll talk to you on sunday or monday.
Copacetic is one of my favorite words. Along with aesthetic, and dander. You ever say dander outloud like 5 times in a row? It feels like it goes skipping through your mouth. My favorite Eve 6 song is probably Promise. No, it's definitely Promise.
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As an experiment I have been thinking about leaving the internet. I wonder what would happen to me. My brain is assaulted daily with websites, blogs, online friends etc. Would I be able to handle it ? Would it be like going through drug withdrawal? I don't know but I am very very curious.
I want to climb the pinnacle again. i want to see... Read More
Okay this is how i get my story ideas. I will be sitting listening to music or driving and see something. I don't know why but I just over think it and bam. This song here caused me to think of a story I will one day write. Woot.
Gonna get back to basics
Guess Ill start it up again
Im falling from the ceiling... Read More
Yay. Even though I look like a dork in them I love my new glasses. For you music lovers out there.
Concrete Blonde:
The prey of the beast screamed
bloody murder
The line is so fine between
hoping and hurting
Former believers they beg for release
As love looking down on them
smiles and picks his teeth
Trapped in between heaven and hell
he knows... Read More
I am very jealous about the Jimmie's Chicken Shack thing. "When You Die You're Dead" IS my favorite song.
Session 9 I own and it is one of my favorite movies. I'm obsessed with mental disorders and psychiatric asylums. Cults too, but that's a slightly different genre. Oooh but when they mingle...
Tetsuo Body Hammer has just made it on my Japanese cinema TO SEE LIST, along with The Audition and Casshern (again) and maybe Ringu, as I am curious.
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