So I'm finding it very difficult to stay away from the TV for an entire week. I was raised on TV, I'm a TV freak, it turns out. I'm thoroughly disgusted with myself.
But I feel good that I am watching a lot LESS TV. Except where I work, it's a rule that we have to leave the TV on CNN "for the customers". Fuck the fucking customers. I wanna go house on them Clerks-style. Spit water in their faces, for example. Or maybe shoot them in the face. No, wait, that was Pulp Fiction.
Just kidding. It's not bad, it's just mind-numbing. My mind doesn't need anymore help getting numb, though, so I think I'm gonna have to get out of there before the summer comes.
Most of you don't know what I'm talking about, I'm sure, but sometimes this journal is for ME, for me to vent and for me to write things out so I can put them in some sort of order in my head.
I don't know why I'm like that. The more I write about something that's on my mind, the more I start to "figure it out".
Hm. Curious.
But I feel good that I am watching a lot LESS TV. Except where I work, it's a rule that we have to leave the TV on CNN "for the customers". Fuck the fucking customers. I wanna go house on them Clerks-style. Spit water in their faces, for example. Or maybe shoot them in the face. No, wait, that was Pulp Fiction.
Just kidding. It's not bad, it's just mind-numbing. My mind doesn't need anymore help getting numb, though, so I think I'm gonna have to get out of there before the summer comes.
Most of you don't know what I'm talking about, I'm sure, but sometimes this journal is for ME, for me to vent and for me to write things out so I can put them in some sort of order in my head.
I don't know why I'm like that. The more I write about something that's on my mind, the more I start to "figure it out".
Hm. Curious.
clara:
Not that you asked, but it sounds pretty normal to me.