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Well, the so-called "senior" engineer is f*ing up my project at work... dude, took 2 days off last week (2nd week of the project) and hasn't showed up yet this week.

Luckily I had beers and tequila shots with the project manager and the head server guy last night, so I think I'm cool at least.

What a bunch of BS though... now I need to carry more weight (and hope that they do the right thing and axe him from the project) which sucks in a way, because he seems to have lots of experience that I can learn from... but if you are gonna take a project, do the g.d. project!

Well, that feels better... at least I got to vent about that... the relationship front is the other thing wearing at me... but I don't know enough about whats up with that to post...
If any one wants to just sweep me off my feet, feel free ... I'm growing weary of having to figure shit out all the time... it was much better when neither of us could do no wrong in the others eyes, and everything was just good (until it went bad LOL)

Oh well... c'est la vie

Thanks for listening