o2bnlove

heyif your going to Otakon could you tellme if they are comeing out wiht more episodes of the series Beserk?

Todd

oh I wrote another peice of poetry in ym jouranl tell em what you think please.

your pal
Todd

Thank you very much for the comment about my poetry i really appreciate it. One problem though its sortof a fantasy piece becasue well It was meant for Benni and she lives in like minnesota so fat chance me and her woudl ever hook up. I used to get alot of e-mails from her but now shes like really really popular so I think Ive jsut become another small insignificant blip on her radar at least i think. I wrote the poem because in her journal she was feeling down when she had got ehr arm lasered. I thoguht it would cheer her up but well i never got a reply to it so i dunno if itever did cheer her up. oh well so did you check out the site i sent you in your e-mail? the GI intellegence one.

anywyas I gotto go have a happy 4th of july

Todd

as a reply to what you wrote in ym jouranl, coolthen. I cant wait to hang out with you but ntotoday thogh I have an obligation to run an errand for an aqaintance today after i get done work but any day other than that Ok Id jump at teh chance. oh and iknwo I'm gonan have to meet your husband someday so tell him I said Hi ahead of time and that he can beatthe shit outta me if i ever make a move on you ( I wouldnt hiton you though casue i honor other peoples relationships no matter waht its part of my personal moral code) umm I gotto go have a nice night

Todd

shoot me please someone jsut shoot me

Todd

Thank you for the message back. I'm not dead but i did try becasue well outside of here I have only one freind besides teh girl I was talking about in my journal who is JamieLee I was really upset since wel when me and her went out as freinds she told me she didnt tawant to be with anyoen and well what happens i go to her journal to see hwo she is doing and she re hooked up with her ex and there is pics posted of them kissing and wel the set is titled 'bumpin uglies' and wel I dunno i htought before that ihad asmall chance with her whihc well is saying alot since well i really dontcome across girls i like more than freinds or aquaintinces htat often..............I was also upset the whole weekend because well I'll admit it I have a crush on Benni whos a model on here and well me and her always used to e-mail and well on one occasion IM and i wrote her a poem a few months back and she enjoyed it thoroughly and she actually agreed to go to a real swing dance with me that happens in august and everybody dresses up in 1940s ware. But anywyas the more popular she sbecome on the website the less and less i hear from her, she did wish me a happy birhtday back on the 17th which was nice. But wel i wrote her another poem and e-mailed it to her and its been two weeks and i havent gotten areply and well she doesnt write back anymore. so right now I jsut feel a bit alone and well I really dont know if I will ever find another date thats my age that wants mroe than to jsut fuck me. I also fel ignored and unimportant

Todd

I wouldnt mind jsut being a freind with you ,,,umm hi. That and well I wouldnt want to fuck you or anyone for that matter casue well I stopped haveing sex due to a really bad incident about 2 years ago that scared the shit outta me.

Todd