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Nah we are not taking our daughter (Alexandra) with us to Vegas...its a Mom & Dad trip Shit I'll be 33 in a few weeks too...I say the hell with it shop where ya want...wear what ya like...and tell anyone who says any different to kiss your ass OPPS lost your top? Damn & I missed all the fun Kisses to ya babe

I missed you doing a topless slip'n'slide? Well, that's what I get for missing the party... Ready 2 go ride soon?

Well hope all went well darling...now you shall some time to relax and take it easy...

Got your app to SG Motorcycles. Please post in MY journal a little bit about what you ride, where, how long you've been riding, etc. If you don't currently ride, say something about why you should be a member of SGMC anyway. Anything to let me know you're for real will do. If you know a current SGMC member, have him/her leave me a note in my journal.

Thanks.

I'm sorry i never meneat to come across that way , i wasnt dissapointed i was a bit peived csaue your one freind kept on hittong me in the face with his umbrella the whole time at the movie and i pushed hsi umbrella over a bit few times only for him to push it back. I was only shadowing you casue well your the only person i knew at the time and well I really dont hang out that much in the actual city ever. I guess this is what i get for peopel reading me by my cover instead of actually reading me inside. I had talked to one of your feirnd s though and i thought she was nice and i would liek to hang otuwithher as a friend too but I'm always afraid to ask and talk to peopel casue its not my social group I'm the outsider, not very many peopel ever understand that csaue tehere already in established things and well me I sortof got nothing established.

okay but anywyas how do you pronounce it , i only typed ti that ways alwasy csaue teh few peopel that ive heard say the word alwasy promounced it witha U sound.

we can still write though at least I meen that doesnt harm anythign really and I will write less too so I dont seem so anoying .

I'm sorry I never meant to come across that way to everybody else ,,,,

I knwo i wont get to see you anytime soon and well if i have to adhere to that tehn so be it. I only hope that i will one day get to give you your birthday gift. It tears me apart inside that I cant see my best and only freind but if writing on here is all i got left tehn i'll take it I will not give up on you my freind and I will not end a freindship over such a silly thing as confused signals.

by the way this is all be said in calm voice.

I want to send you that poem still but i dunno if i should send it on here or thru your e-mail, i dont want your husband to get mad if he learns that you got it from me thats all.

I'm sorry that htis is so long I'm glad though i still have you as my freind and I hope we can continue this freindship althoguh a bit faltered it will be for whatever time tha peopel dislike me.

your freind always
Todd

ps again sorry

Oh, no! Tom had the emphasis on the "Holly!" He was being complimentary.

Oh sorry my fault...thought he was being a dick Hope all goes well tonight!

I was there and the show was wet wet wet , but oh well I got to see my freind and be ther for her and thats all that counts.

I sent you an e-mail

Todd

Hey I've been wanting to learn how to belly dance you gotta show me sometime...I think it is so incredibly sexy

Oh, and THANKS for the compliment on the photo! It is one of my favs.

Yeah, I bristled initially at the "burning bush" cap. I mean, how did they know!? The photo in the hardcopy of the CP is much better than the pic in the online version.

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I'm glad you like the poem, Windy. It can be said that Auden writes with more heat than light, but I seem to have an affinity for "warmth, close in darkness." What do you make of the last stanza? My gin-soaked brain can't seem to figure it out.

My darling I got your email but when I relpied it gave me an email demon feel free to email me personally anytime you like...of IM me at the same addy...I am usually invisable but you can try anyway

i fgured youd been checking this alot so umm i'm gonan send you an e-mail , if you can checkit.

ttyl
your pal alwasy
Todd

Oh god I was a geek as a kid...I had long brown hair to my waist, big old glasses, & big bucked front teeth. I was extremley shy and very nieve. I had a pretty good childhood up until I was 13 and shit happened that was not good...then my life went to hell until I met my husband...many years of fucking up and not giving a damn has led me to where I am today..some what fucked up but working on it
My darling that is one of Poe's peoms...he is the shit

I always was partiel to the poe poem , a dream within a dream

TOdd

Ooh! Todd! That's a good one! Care to tell what it is about the poem you like? Here it is:

"A Dream Within a Dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow--
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand--
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep--while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?"