nymphetamine

Good times for a change
See the luck i've had
Would make a good man turn bad
So please please please
Let me let me let me
Let me get what i want
This time
Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life i've had would make a good man bad
So for once in my life
Let me get what i want
Lord knows it would be the first time


Thanksgiving: Car Wreck, Chrystler 300, completely totalled, lucky to have not killed someone important to me in the car, I was driving. <3

Christmas: Picking up my mother in pieces over my sister spiralling further down the rabbit hole. <3

Her daughter, Britney is 10. Her son Colton is 5. Niether of them have fathers. <3

Her children are being taken away from her tomorrow. My sister has been addicted to crack for the past 6 years +. My mom has tried to arrange a family intervention with my sister this week as well. Everyone has agreed, just like back during the summer... but last august the same attempt never materialized; no one showed up except me and her. Not even my crack addicted sister. At this point, she has gone on enough binges to be in a near fatal situation. <3

There is no heat in my house right now. My cat is sick.

But this is just the state I'm in.