Do ya think that I could get some, chicky chicky?
Maybe justa little finga sticky sticky?
You my electrical lip balm flava...
I gotta do ya until the next song saves ya...
And can I get a little zip zip, lookie lookie?
Maybe just a little uh uh, nookie nookie
Hey whatcha say, it doesn't matter anyway
You won't do another 'cause you're getting with meh...
Omg I love that fucking song.
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So... everything is boring. I got a job.. I guess.
Maybe now I can further my sg set due to more moneys. Somehow that'll help I'm sure.
Well... gonna party this weekend if everything goes accordingly, only I have to go to some bullshit wedding.
Where there will be no Booze, no drugs, no fun, and no... fun.
Lol.
How redundant am I?
Maybe justa little finga sticky sticky?
You my electrical lip balm flava...
I gotta do ya until the next song saves ya...
And can I get a little zip zip, lookie lookie?
Maybe just a little uh uh, nookie nookie
Hey whatcha say, it doesn't matter anyway
You won't do another 'cause you're getting with meh...
Omg I love that fucking song.
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So... everything is boring. I got a job.. I guess.
Maybe now I can further my sg set due to more moneys. Somehow that'll help I'm sure.
Well... gonna party this weekend if everything goes accordingly, only I have to go to some bullshit wedding.
Where there will be no Booze, no drugs, no fun, and no... fun.
Lol.
How redundant am I?
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im in a weird situation since i know where ill end up if i follow the path that i am on or where i will ned up if i decide otherwise. truth being told i really dont know if im happy with where i am going. i liked the summer job i had [which is the type of job i can get if i keep going on the path thast im on] and like it then but in retrospect i dont really know. i think it's just me being lazy and not wanting to work anymore. yeah thats prolly it.
still i have a good amount of issues that have not been resolved in many years now [damn this hit and run depression that i have] and some other uncertainties. but that is life, you never really know if youve made the right choice. i can justify it all on paper then i end up going "ah shit, we're all in the matrix and life doesn't really matter anyway." but maybe that is october, last october i just didnt care about life at all anymore, it didnt make a lick of difference to me if i just died for some reason. i prolly wouldnt have cared. but now i do actually care about living some more.
it's all just a tough balancing act.
i can summarize with this - the smarter you get the more insane you become. and i know that first hand all too well.
this sunday im going to see sg live with some friends, which is nice. some time off is good.
hope that the wedding isnt too boring.
what is odd about the insanity is that from what i have been told, a lot of my relatives are pretty crazy as well. they get older and crazier but still are sharp as can be.
both of my parents are pretty bright people as well and theyve got their share of weirdness/craziness. but mine seems to be a lot bigger. then again i cant get into their minds and make my own judgement.
one other random thought i noticed today inbetween working on various things - i really resemble omen suicide from the sg csi episode. important difference is that my parents really do know about that other side of me [unlike with her]. theyve only known that for anywhere between less than 1 and 2 years depending on how i measure it. what they do know is pretty restricted, i like to keep things hidden. they must never know my long range plans [ie with tattoos - they are not allowed to know stuff that is in the pipeline. it doesn't exist to them until it really is there and i admit it]. but that is something slightly related.