hello loves
here's an update on life in the land of nymph...
David and I are definitively finished. Time apart after an initial fight made me reflect on who we are, both as a couple and as individuals. I realized that it would be for the best if we parted ways.
The things I am most passionate about and my favored interests were not ones that he shared with me, but rather tolerated. And I believe it was that same for me towards his passions and interests.
After realizing we are not destined to be each others' "happily ever afters" I mourned the relationship and have looked at time now as an opportunity to breath and reflect and get back in touch with myself and who and what I want in life.
David, however, does not seem to have taken a look back at what we had, and instead has been insisting that we "work it out" and that he loves me.
I love him to, and I always will on some level or another, but I just don't think we are the best people for each other.
I don't want to keep hurting him by insisting we stay apart, but I don't know how much longer I can be the stronger person either. I miss waking up and calling him, hearing about his day, saying "goodnight I love you" and hearing it back... I miss having someone to hold me and call me theirs. I miss him. I do. But I know I need to fight past it and move on so we can both find "the one" some day.
...for now I remain thankful that I have the greatest friends in the world and I am never left feeling alone.
Goodnight all,
Nymph xoxoxo
here's an update on life in the land of nymph...
David and I are definitively finished. Time apart after an initial fight made me reflect on who we are, both as a couple and as individuals. I realized that it would be for the best if we parted ways.
The things I am most passionate about and my favored interests were not ones that he shared with me, but rather tolerated. And I believe it was that same for me towards his passions and interests.
After realizing we are not destined to be each others' "happily ever afters" I mourned the relationship and have looked at time now as an opportunity to breath and reflect and get back in touch with myself and who and what I want in life.
David, however, does not seem to have taken a look back at what we had, and instead has been insisting that we "work it out" and that he loves me.
I love him to, and I always will on some level or another, but I just don't think we are the best people for each other.
I don't want to keep hurting him by insisting we stay apart, but I don't know how much longer I can be the stronger person either. I miss waking up and calling him, hearing about his day, saying "goodnight I love you" and hearing it back... I miss having someone to hold me and call me theirs. I miss him. I do. But I know I need to fight past it and move on so we can both find "the one" some day.
...for now I remain thankful that I have the greatest friends in the world and I am never left feeling alone.
Goodnight all,
Nymph xoxoxo
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I'm truly sorry to hear about this. These things are so hard and I really do wish I could help. As is, I have hope and faith that your friends well guide and carry you through, because they seem like the kind of awesome friends who will.
*hugs of the digital sort*
Whenever I see you next, you are very much entitled to a hug. If you wish.
*more digital hugs*
Stay strong. You're fantastic, and deserve all the best.
- B