hello internet boyfriends and girlfriends
I've been having a rough week... not sleeping, and having to much time alone in my bed, with just my thoughts. I think about where my life is and where it's going and I just feel like a hampster in a wheel, running towards nothing.
I miss Jon so much. I'm still having trouble dealing with it. I'm having trouble keeping it together when I'm alone. I'm ashamed of the harmful thinngs I've been doing to myself. I don't want to be at this place emotionally, but it seems like such a steep hill to climb over.
Wednesday I'm getting a memorial tattoo for him, by my boyfriend before he leaves for Cuba for a week. It will be a small diamond on my foot, with the Pink Floyd lyric "shine on you crazy diamond". It was one of his favorite bands, and I want to aknowledge that his spirit will always shine on. I wish I could show all of you how amazing he was, and tell you all the incredible things he did, but it would take far too long. Just know that a shiney diamond is fitting for Jon.
In better news, I shot two new sets last week with NathanZ, including a multi with the beautiful Fynx. They're currently being edited, and I can't wait to see the finished product!
Keep checkin in, cause they should be up soon
This Thursday I'll be working a Jagermeister promo at Tattoo Rock Parlour with Shaddix and some other lovely Jagerettes SGs. If you live in the area, you should come by and score some free jagermeister shit. Dooo iiit...
It's 3am and time for bed, so I'll leave you all with this:
Matthew Good always knows just how I feel.
He saw right through my "bright eyes to bat and hide behind".
nymph xoxoxo
I've been having a rough week... not sleeping, and having to much time alone in my bed, with just my thoughts. I think about where my life is and where it's going and I just feel like a hampster in a wheel, running towards nothing.
I miss Jon so much. I'm still having trouble dealing with it. I'm having trouble keeping it together when I'm alone. I'm ashamed of the harmful thinngs I've been doing to myself. I don't want to be at this place emotionally, but it seems like such a steep hill to climb over.
Wednesday I'm getting a memorial tattoo for him, by my boyfriend before he leaves for Cuba for a week. It will be a small diamond on my foot, with the Pink Floyd lyric "shine on you crazy diamond". It was one of his favorite bands, and I want to aknowledge that his spirit will always shine on. I wish I could show all of you how amazing he was, and tell you all the incredible things he did, but it would take far too long. Just know that a shiney diamond is fitting for Jon.
In better news, I shot two new sets last week with NathanZ, including a multi with the beautiful Fynx. They're currently being edited, and I can't wait to see the finished product!
Keep checkin in, cause they should be up soon
This Thursday I'll be working a Jagermeister promo at Tattoo Rock Parlour with Shaddix and some other lovely Jagerettes SGs. If you live in the area, you should come by and score some free jagermeister shit. Dooo iiit...
It's 3am and time for bed, so I'll leave you all with this:
Matthew Good always knows just how I feel.
He saw right through my "bright eyes to bat and hide behind".
nymph xoxoxo
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Hope you're doing well Nymph.