Not a good day. I just found out that my grandmother passed away this morning. just not a good day, i don't even know how to handle this. I have been so emotionally tuned out and exhausted since my mother passed away that i don't even know how to feel, and i feel so awful that i haven't been able to shed a tear yet, my grandmother meant so much to me, but i still have nothing going on right now, i just feel dead inside.
i finally have my animation up on the web that i made in memory of my mother, i guess today is as good as any to post it.
Alone - in loving memory Nancy Lee Crane and Sofia Rizzo
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Another recently finished video piece
may take a little while to load, but be patient, i would like to know what you think
i finally have my animation up on the web that i made in memory of my mother, i guess today is as good as any to post it.
Alone - in loving memory Nancy Lee Crane and Sofia Rizzo
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Another recently finished video piece
may take a little while to load, but be patient, i would like to know what you think
and i know how you feel about that void inside after someone you love dies. my friend ian died of a heroin overdose. we were like brother and sister, hung out every day, went on vacations together...and when he died, i found myself shocked, then lulled into a kind of nothingness. i kissed his forehead at the viewing like it was a stranger, or a doll. and at the funeral when everyone was crying, i sat there unmoved. i realized it was shock...and disbelief. a person carries that with them no matter what they tell themselves or believe. i am so sorry this happened to you. don't try to cry if you can't. just remember.