Tuesday Oct 08, 2002

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OK, i was thinking last nite. An im really not sure if im insane or not. I got an overpowering urge to just pick up and leave. Leave NY, leave Long Island, Leave the country maybe. I feel totally isolated. Reality seems to fade in and out, depending on the direction of the wind. Its been a rough year, and im really trying to make it better these last few months. Maybe it can happen. I dunno. But im getting tired of trying.
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nyhcx516:
HAHAHA, ok, so its been an up and down day, now we end it with heavy drinking!!!
freyja__:
it's easy to feel isolated waaaaay out on the end of long island. at least you have the beauty of the beaches and the farmland. it always makes me feel good to go out there and see all that stuff again.

thanks for the birthday wishes.
smile

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