Well I added some pictures. You should be able to tell from the dates which ones.
I submitted all my paperwork today to become a substitute teacher. Now I just have to get all the crap printed off to apply for the certification program through my alma mater. Blah. I can't believe I finally settled into the fact that with an English degree, you can't...
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I submitted all my paperwork today to become a substitute teacher. Now I just have to get all the crap printed off to apply for the certification program through my alma mater. Blah. I can't believe I finally settled into the fact that with an English degree, you can't...
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u_dont_know_me:
Ah a room full of suple young men just waiting for you to corrupt them ... extra credit indeed ... you know you're gonna get fired ...
u_dont_know_me:
it's good to hear you are doing well though ... I was a-scared for a while ...
So I got my heart broken YET AGAIN by my ex. Seriously. When will I stop doing this to myself? I thought there was a chance we'd work things out this time...
On top of that, I am at a loss for words with my roommate. He found out today that his ex-girlfriend, whom he was dating while he was living in Ethiopia, was pregnant...
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On top of that, I am at a loss for words with my roommate. He found out today that his ex-girlfriend, whom he was dating while he was living in Ethiopia, was pregnant...
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u_dont_know_me:
And where have you been young lady?
zpo:
The key is that he wants to talk about it. There aren't any magic things you can say. The best thing you can do is listen.
In general, any of the options on the truth don't lead to a good relationship if he were to go back.
A) She lied about the pregnancy/abortion to guilt trip him to come back. So she thinks this would make him come back why?
B) She lied about being sterile with the hope he would get her pregnant and he'd stay. This doesn't sound like someone I'd want to stay with.
C) She was told she is sterile, but actually isn't and she had the abortion without telling him. While this would be her right, if she's telling him now it stinks of manipulation.
Any way you slice it, she doesn't sound like a person to be in a health relationship with.
If he wants to talk, let him talk. Hold his hand and let him talk. You don't have to say anything, just be there and listen.
In general, any of the options on the truth don't lead to a good relationship if he were to go back.
A) She lied about the pregnancy/abortion to guilt trip him to come back. So she thinks this would make him come back why?
B) She lied about being sterile with the hope he would get her pregnant and he'd stay. This doesn't sound like someone I'd want to stay with.
C) She was told she is sterile, but actually isn't and she had the abortion without telling him. While this would be her right, if she's telling him now it stinks of manipulation.
Any way you slice it, she doesn't sound like a person to be in a health relationship with.
If he wants to talk, let him talk. Hold his hand and let him talk. You don't have to say anything, just be there and listen.
Okay well it was a hell of a lot longer than a few days. It took a lot longer than I expected to get myself back on my feet monetarily. I'm still pretty shaky, actually...but life is good.
There is so much to update on I don't even know where to start! I've been working as a lifeguard for a while now. Lol. ME...lifeguarding. Silliness....
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There is so much to update on I don't even know where to start! I've been working as a lifeguard for a while now. Lol. ME...lifeguarding. Silliness....
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zpo:
Welcome back. I've missed your updates.
:hugz:
:hugz:
Okay so I'm going grey for a little bit. Probably just a few days. So don't do anything dumb like take me off your friends list. I will be back! Soon!
I just think it's a little much to ask that I pay any amount of money when I have absolutely zero source of income.
So just a little break. All is not lost.
I just think it's a little much to ask that I pay any amount of money when I have absolutely zero source of income.
So just a little break. All is not lost.
presence:
id never take u off my friends list yr way too sexxiee
come back soon
come back soon
downcaste:
That stuff about your ex bf sounds very familiar. That whole mixed feelings thing has been the story of my life for about six months. It sucks.
So...my ex and his girlfriend broke up. And I've got super mixed feelings about the whole deal. Part of me wants him to come crawling back...but part of me wants to rub it in his face that I'm messing around with someone else. I dunno. I shouldn't have any feelings towards it, really. Except maybe sympathy that it didn't work out for them.
Our housewarming...
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Our housewarming...
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I'm still in shock a little about the whole Scott thing. It happened so fast...and I'm getting worried about myself. I thought I could do the whole fuck buddy thing. Except I really like him. And I didn't sleep with him to try to get him to fall in love with me or anything dumb. Seriously, the only thing going through my head was that...
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downcaste:
I didnt know about the rule for the half the time of the relationship, but I guess only you know when you are ready. I was in a relationship for 2 1/2 years and I dont know if I will ever be quite right after that 
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[Edited on May 19, 2005 1:13AM]
downcaste:
thanks for noticing 
So...the couple. Yeah. It was just too fucking weird. We met up, had dinner and drinks, then went to their hotel room to talk some more and hang out. As friends, I think they're fabulous. They're really funny and animated. But...I wasn't attracted to either of them sexually in the end...and, I mean, that's pretty important.
We made out a little, but the guy was...
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We made out a little, but the guy was...
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downcaste:
I admire how honest and open you are in your journals
Hmm...so...weirdness. I got laid this morning, but it wasn't the laid I thought I was gonna get. Yeah. Well, remember that guy that I was smitten with a few months back, Scott? The musician boy? Not that I'm not still smitten, I just don't know that I've necessarily mentioned him lately. Our schedules were conflicting and we weren't seeing each other. Well anyway, I went...
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xanotherdeadhero:
sounds like a good day. all ive done is sit around
I'm gonna get laid this weekend! WOOHOO!
I can't handle three months without sex. I've taken to masturbating a minimum of four times a day. Sorry, TMI? Well whatever. I'm horny. CRAAAZY horny. And I'm getting laid. YAY!
Oh...and it's with a couple. Like...a man and a woman couple...this should be interesting...
I can't handle three months without sex. I've taken to masturbating a minimum of four times a day. Sorry, TMI? Well whatever. I'm horny. CRAAAZY horny. And I'm getting laid. YAY!
Oh...and it's with a couple. Like...a man and a woman couple...this should be interesting...
xanotherdeadhero:
sounds interesting indeed. yay for getting laid
Hokay, so. It's been a long and crazy week. Last weekend was full of moving insanity, but the waters have finally calmed. I drove a UHaul all day Sunday, which was fun. Expensive, though. Fucking trucks. We got all settled in Sunday night and Monday and our new place is FAB. I'm thrilled. Still a lot of work to be done, but definitely fabulous, as...
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u_dont_know_me:
Fantastic
u_dont_know_me:
Email me with more info ... I'd love to come by