I tried to write a poem today and it was like I completely forgot the English language. What happened to all the words? They left my head. And I'm like a fucking walking thesaurus. I guess that doesn't help when you can't think of the right word to begin with.
I think my cat wants to have babies. She's been carrying around a little Scooby...
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I think my cat wants to have babies. She's been carrying around a little Scooby...
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Better today. For no other reason than I survived the day. Quite an accomplishment, you know. I'm currently procrastinating writing a Modern Poetry paper. Bad me. Someone needs a spanking... 
Lord help me.
Boyfriend and I had a talk yesterday and something kinda hit me. We date because it's comfortable. Because we can be ourselves and the other one will forgive us. We get easy...
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Lord help me.
Boyfriend and I had a talk yesterday and something kinda hit me. We date because it's comfortable. Because we can be ourselves and the other one will forgive us. We get easy...
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freakpirate:
I love school sometimes. My assignments aren't all boring crap any more. Some of them are... but some of them involve Cthulhu now. 
freakpirate:
Please tell me you'll write a poem about porn for school. Please!!
Annnnnd...cue the depression.
Seriously. I just can't take life anymore. Why do I get dealt all the bad cards? It fucking sucks. So basically, I had two good friends at school, Sarah and Eliza. This is excluding my boyfriend because, let's face it, he makes me more miserable than happy these days. And no offense, CGMRhino_1107, we just met and all.
Anyway. Sarah and...
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Seriously. I just can't take life anymore. Why do I get dealt all the bad cards? It fucking sucks. So basically, I had two good friends at school, Sarah and Eliza. This is excluding my boyfriend because, let's face it, he makes me more miserable than happy these days. And no offense, CGMRhino_1107, we just met and all.
Anyway. Sarah and...
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So I figured I owed you all a real, decent update, though I'm sure you haven't been on the edge of your seats or anything.
First of all, I have absolutely NO money and no motivation to get a job. I know that the money I'll be making at school is actually NADA in the end, and everything I made over the summer is pretty...
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First of all, I have absolutely NO money and no motivation to get a job. I know that the money I'll be making at school is actually NADA in the end, and everything I made over the summer is pretty...
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jayde__:
I second jcup's desire for mind reading abilities. That would save everyone so much trouble. Sigh. I wish I had something useful to say, or something that might remotely help the situation, but alas, I do not. I am quite possibly the worst person to dole out relationship advice or anything. 
*hugs* I hope things work out one way or another and at least stop causing you stress...
*hugs* I hope things work out one way or another and at least stop causing you stress...
deathcabforuglie:
yeah i know right?...haha..."as i made my narrow escape the Birds enveloped my car like a dark cloud of doom"...something along those lines....
xoxo,
j
ps--good luck with the boyfriend thing...like Jayde i don't have the best relationship advice...so here's me crossing my fingers for you...**crosses toes instead**..shit see i can't do anything right...
xoxo,
j
ps--good luck with the boyfriend thing...like Jayde i don't have the best relationship advice...so here's me crossing my fingers for you...**crosses toes instead**..shit see i can't do anything right...
Woohoo!!! Guess who finally has internet again???!?!?! ME!!!
I'll update again later, I'm too excited now
I'll update again later, I'm too excited now
Still no internet at mi casa. But hopefully that will be changed soon. Even if it IS just dial up. I have to decide how important it is to me...
Okay, enough lying, it's the most important thing ever. Maybe except for Harvest Cheddar Sun Chips. Yum. Life BLOWS right now because I hate school, I'm very quickly running out of money, and for the...
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Okay, enough lying, it's the most important thing ever. Maybe except for Harvest Cheddar Sun Chips. Yum. Life BLOWS right now because I hate school, I'm very quickly running out of money, and for the...
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speedphreak:
I've got dial up at home, it sucks because it is soooo frustratingly slow but because of that, it does keep me from spending ALL ,my time online when I should really be taking care of other things!
txakurgorri:
Dial up... I had that here in Northern Virginia while I waited for fuckin' Cox to get Cable Internet here... I lived in Iowa and we had a cable modem. I come here to the Tech corridor of the Mid-Atlantic and I have Dial up for 6 months. That and verizon would not provide DSL in my area.
School sucks sometimes... especially if you cannot remember why you are going in the first place...
School sucks sometimes... especially if you cannot remember why you are going in the first place...
On my boyfriends computer so I'm going to make it brief. Just a few quick things from the last couple of days.
I moved in and things seem to be going well. My roommates are much more chill than the ones last year. I can tell we're going to be fine. Plus, they drink and smoke and do all sorts of the same crazy shit...
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I moved in and things seem to be going well. My roommates are much more chill than the ones last year. I can tell we're going to be fine. Plus, they drink and smoke and do all sorts of the same crazy shit...
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majortomias:
hmmm... keg party tempting, what day? I know exactly how you feel about going back to school.
txakurgorri:
Soul Caliber II vs Class... Who'll win that one?
Any wagers?
Any wagers?
FUCK. My summer is fucking over. Tonight was kind of my last crazy night before heading back to school. I hate this shit. I'm so tired of going to classes and doing work. Not that I want to be a bar fly for the rest of my life, but I feel like I've wasted a good couple of years of my life just sitting at...
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u_dont_know_me:
We'll keep things interesting ... promise ...
celluloid:
Hey sweetie!
Saw your advice request. I'm not an SG, but I DO know a bit about shitty pointless jobs.
I've been in mine for over a year now... But with my new school schedule, I dunno what I'm gonna do.
I want to say to you what I always tell myself - you never need the money THAT bad - but since I don't even take my own advice I don't feel right giving it to you.
Just try to remember... Work is what we do so we can have fun when we clock out.
Saw your advice request. I'm not an SG, but I DO know a bit about shitty pointless jobs.
I've been in mine for over a year now... But with my new school schedule, I dunno what I'm gonna do.
I want to say to you what I always tell myself - you never need the money THAT bad - but since I don't even take my own advice I don't feel right giving it to you.
Just try to remember... Work is what we do so we can have fun when we clock out.
I'm working on cleaning all the JUNK out of my room...possibly because this might be my last summer at home. I don't know yet. But anyway, I've gone through drawers, folders, notebooks, all sorts of things I haven't looked at in years. I found pictures of me with a friend of mine the last time I saw her. She died almost two years ago.
It's...
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speedphreak:
My slow ass connection speed made me double post.
[Edited on Aug 19, 2004 8:41PM]
[Edited on Aug 19, 2004 8:41PM]
geekwithaguitar:
awwww...ha ha ha. he's a cool dude, though. i like having him at work.
WOOOO. It was my last day. Of course, last call HAD to be at 11:30, which is a pretty late night for us. That means we don't leave until after midnight.
I will actually be sad to leave that place. It practically became my second home for most of the summer. Even when I wasn't working, I was up there more often then not, hanging...
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I will actually be sad to leave that place. It practically became my second home for most of the summer. Even when I wasn't working, I was up there more often then not, hanging...
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u_dont_know_me:
I say, whatever you decide, have fun with it ... do it on your terms ...
I'm in school because I hope to teach High School English someday ...
I was even in the education program for a while (I got kicked out because of my grades, but really because I disagreed with a lot of the pedigogy) ... I still want to teach though, and I don't need their recomendation anyways ... all I need for my licensure is my degree ...
All I'm saying is ... do what you want ... go with it ... have fun ... even if things don't go the way you expect, they a4re bound to lead you somewhere ...
I'm in school because I hope to teach High School English someday ...
I was even in the education program for a while (I got kicked out because of my grades, but really because I disagreed with a lot of the pedigogy) ... I still want to teach though, and I don't need their recomendation anyways ... all I need for my licensure is my degree ...
All I'm saying is ... do what you want ... go with it ... have fun ... even if things don't go the way you expect, they a4re bound to lead you somewhere ...
walkswithbears:
haha, i'm glad i've got photographic evidence anyway - the scar is itching like anything right now, but i can't do anthing about it, lest it bleed again! grr!
i never knew what i wanted to do with my life until recently, and even now i'm having second thoughts (i'm hopefully on the way to becoming a lecturer), so all as i have ever done is try to be happy. its the only way to be
i never knew what i wanted to do with my life until recently, and even now i'm having second thoughts (i'm hopefully on the way to becoming a lecturer), so all as i have ever done is try to be happy. its the only way to be
And camping when it's freezing definitely sounds like it sucked. I mean, geez... freezing in JUNE? Gah!