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God I can't wait to be done with school. I've got a speech to write tonight, plus a poem, plus registering for classes...it's like the cycle never ends. I just want ONE WEEK where nothing is due. Just one. PUH-Leeeeeeze.

I added a bunch of new pictures. Only one of myself, sorry. But I added a bunch of my boys, including THE boy...from when he...
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txakurgorri:
Aah, you can't stay mad at him... He is your boy after all.

Oh, and about that week where nothing is due, sorry, but that is a pipe dream once you enter the real world. Which is why I am trying to create my own alter reality. So far, no luck...
ofmerebeing:
Thought you were someone else, my mistake.

[Edited on Oct 26, 2004 1:26AM]
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I love huge revelations. They make me so happy.

So here's the deal. I watched Supersize Me last night at work and it was amazing. Especially for me, someone who has horrendous eating habits. Watching this movie turned on lights in my head that had been burnt out for many years. Sure, my eating habits are not as extreme as Morgan's were (for those of...
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speedphreak:
I love to eat as well. I tend to binge and go from fast food crap to eating healthy, back and forth and back and forth. I figure at the very least I can average the two and come out OK.

Don't know that I could go Vegan though...

Best of luck to you though!

lordwarlord:
Awesome stuff there. I made the move on living a more healthy life style last spring and I feel so much better. I got alot of advise from my buddies that happened to be personal trainers and pre-med students. The number one thing I was told to lose wieght was drink tons of water. Your body can not brun fat without water. I was told that most of the time you believe that you are hungry, you are just thirsty. I tried it out and guss what, it was the truth. Because if you look at the diet of the average over weight person, you see that the over all water consumtion is very low. So instead of drinking the water they should, they end up eatting food and gaining the extra weight. Anyways good luck! robot
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I am mother fucking popular today. Hooray for two new friends.

So...last night was insane. Very bad. Very good. I got in an argument with the boy that lasted almost an hour. There was screaming, there were tears, there were threats. It was pretty fucking intense. Basically it was him telling me that I expect too much and me telling him that I feel like...
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demonika:
I love making new friends...I need some new ones, my old ones kinda are sucking right now...to much DRAMA FOR YOUR MAMMA!! ahhaha

Oh and YA, Hey thanks so much for the nice stuff you said about my set blush
lordwarlord:
Hmmm, I sometimes dress up as a girl, would that work for you. No wait, that is a lie, but if you want I will dress up like a girl.

I have a believe system about times like yours. I view myself as a leaf, and the norns (fate) as the wind, and trust it to blow me where I need to be. Just have faith things will turn out for the best and in fate, most likely they will.

About the hook thing and beer. Think like a pirate and do the pirate thing. Stab the keg and place yourself under the river of gold. Then you can drink untill your hearts content and you look total bad ass, and no one will mess with you unless they want to lose a liver or an eye. robot
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All right, well assuming I'm not too embarrassed because I look like a...I dunno, dumbhead, in my corset, it seems to be the general consensus that I shall post pictures. You'll all be disappointed, I'm sure.

So the party actually wasn't as horrible as I predicted it would be. It wasn't even horrible at all. I had a really good time for a change. I'm...
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oktober:
Perhaps... It might have to be a virtual trophey since putting one in the mail would be a pain in the arse. biggrin
oktober:
Thanks smile This is a particularly awkward job to try to get... I don't want to elaborate too much since it's the kind of thing that will make people get way too pumped for me, when it's really a very long shot. I will probably send another email to somebody else in charge that might be able to hook me up with an interview...
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There's supposed to be another party here tonight for my other roommate's birthday. My roommates, by the way, are Minda and Amanda, because I'm wicked tired of just saying "my roommate." I mean, I know who they are, I'm just doing it for every one else's benefit. And I don't care.

But I'm tired. And I'm stressed. Not to be a party pooper, but these...
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lordwarlord:
I want to see the corset too! I also think you should get two hook hand instead of a sword. Trust me, you being the coolest think going. robot

Edit because I spelled corset wrong. How did I manage that! robot

[Edited on Oct 21, 2004 11:07AM]
oktober:
Egads! I have to get my costume planned... eeek

I hate wierd parties, there are very few things more annoying. My best friend has the most awkward party story ever... I'm going to be a dork and tell it for your reading pleasure.

Once upon a time, my best friend was living with a girl he was also sort of seeing. It was her birthday, so they decided to put a big party together. He stayed out of the inviting side since it was HER party after all. She spent a week or so inviting everyone she could... Then her birthday came and it went something like this.

The birthday girl decided not to show up or phone anyone to tell them what she was up to, and go to the bar instead. Leaving my friend with all her guests... The guests were random people that she had literally met on the street. Nobody knew anyone else, and all conversations died within a few sentences of starting. There was big creepy evil dudes, and odd old guys. One guy was in a wheelchair and obviously not capable of normal socializing, and his assistant. So my pal sat with these mixed guests for hours and tried in vain to get the party going by any means he could think of. His roomy came home late at night after the party was over. Happy birthday to her!

The End. biggrin
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I don't honestly have that much to report. I feel like a fucking idiot because I woke up super early this morning to write a paper for my public speaking class...only to find out that on one of the days I decided to skip, he announced that he had pushed the due date back to sometime in November. GAH! My brain imploded at that moment....
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lordwarlord:
Not to sound to harsh, and it is nice to get the apoveral of your peers and predecessors but at the same time grow some balls. Just because she is a poet doesn't mean that she wrote the book about on it. So what if she does not like your work, poetry is alot like different asortment cuasines. You may be very much into food and trying different cuasines but it is almost imposible for any one person to enjoy very single dish out there. So dont think for a second that you are a failure if your poetry is not her taste. Yet on the other hand she may not like it just because it is bad, let's hope that is not the case. robot
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Sigh. So it was homecoming weekend here at the college and what did I do? Nothing. My last homecoming of my college career and I spent it watching tv, cruising SG, and other such things. Well, that's kind of a lie. Last night was pretty fun.

My roommate's brother, Eric, came down from NoVA for his birthday party. He brought his friend, Sander. They arrived...
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cambria:
hahahh i dont hate sg. i just thought itd be funny to put up
jayde__:
OK, that's funny. Stuff like that happens in the newsroom all the time, only minus the pot and plus way too much caffeine. It sounds like you did have a really good time, even if you didn't go to the homecoming festivities. I think ours is in November or something.
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I feel like I'm on the brink of...something. I'm not really sure what that is exactly. But it's sort of a relaxing feeling. As if maybe, over this hill, something will be waiting on the other side for once, not just another hill. I feel calmer today than I have in months. Years, maybe. I've spent the day alone, I think that probably has something...
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jayde__:
I don't think it's crap, really, nor does it make you less loving or passionate, nor does it make you unmotivated or lazy. Look at the Dalai Lama. He has a great capacity for love and is far from apathetic about many things. That's arguably an extreme example, but it's an example all the same. I've known some Buddhists and started reading a few texts (though school keeps getting in the way of my finishing them), and it's quite complicated. It's not the path for everyone, and probably not totally the path for me, but I can't help but admire the people who are disciplined in it.
nyghtwish:
Haha, I was just kinda angry, so lemme redeem myself. I definitely don't think it's crap for everyone and it definitely takes more discipline than pretty much anything else, something I admire completely. I think the way DEAN was looking at it was crap. He's using it to avoid dealing with the fact that he never gets what he wants: no one will hire him, his girlfriend dumped him, all these different elements that I found out about him. In my opinion, he's manipulating something very sacred to justify his own lack of direction.

[Edited on Oct 17, 2004 3:31PM]
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Just cuz I'm tired of looking at the other entry:

My minor obsession with River Phoenix has resurfaced. I was doing some research to write a poem about him for my creative writing class and...it was weird, I'm generally not one of those star-struck people, with very few exceptions. (Yes, Colin Farrell is one of those exceptions.) But River Phoenix way surpasses him. And it's...
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Okay so I'm starting to understand why being single sucks. I mean, we're not exactly broken up, right? But, then again, we're more broken up than not I guess. We really haven't had a good chance to talk about what's gonna go down from here with our relationship.

What I'm trying to say is that this is the first time in the last two and...
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jayde__:
Thanks! You'll come up with a good one if you really want one. Shoot, it took three years from when I was legally able to get a tattoo before I finally settled on my first one, then it took me a year to come up with this one. And if it weren't for Larry, the artist, it wouldn't have come out nearly as good as it did. smile

(Sorry, I'm in a rambling sort of mood today. tongue)
mattthegoon:
hey there....


...just wanted to say hey.
cheers!!!
skull