nyghtwish

So...the couple. Yeah. It was just too fucking weird. We met up, had dinner and drinks, then went to their hotel room to talk some more and hang out. As friends, I think they're fabulous. They're really funny and animated. But...I wasn't attracted to either of them sexually in the end...and, I mean, that's pretty important.

We made out a little, but the guy was paying a lot of attention to me and very little to his girlfriend. And I felt really weird about that. I think, should I ever decide to attempt a threesome again, I'd want to be the one in the relationship, not the third party. It's a strange place to be.

I dunno. I feel bad because they took me to dinner and everything. But...I mean, I just wasn't feeling it. I'm not going to force these things because I feel guilty. And at least they got a little excitement to spark their night together. Ah well.

Perhaps it's the whole Scott thing finally coming together that turned me off of it. Part of the reason I agreed to meet them in the first place was because I was so sexually frustrated. But at the same time, I don't know that I would have felt differently had the circumstances had been different. Once the mood turned to a more intimate one, I just wanted to get the hell out. So I did.

Sigh. I'm so tired. I just want a full night's sleep.