nyghtwish

I feel good tonight. I know I'm actually going to get a regular amount of sleep and that's just a great feeling. I've gotten a maximum 5 hours a night for the past week or so. And I've felt like total crap. I'm ready for my solid 9, baby.

And I had a great talk with Scott yesterday. His life had finally calmed down for about two seconds. But he's not sure that he'll truly be that available until the end of the month. His company has some huge presentations for clients they really want to land, so he's involved in a lot of work right now. Plus all the band shit he's dealing with...honestly, it works out really well. If I had to deal with the stress I go through in preparing for a date, I might collapse. My seminar paper is due next Tuesday, which is close to killing me alone. And exams are a week after that! Man, it's all coming too quickly now...

I've also decided that Lewis is far too immature for me at this point in my life. It's hard to explain right now, but suffice it to say that I am extremely pissed at something he did (not towards me.) And it bothers me that he can't see that he did something wrong. I'm sorry, I know that's vague. If you truly care enough about the details, ask and you shall hear the story. Otherwise, we'll leave it at that.